MoonlightJupiter

Redownloaded this app just to say I love life is strange <3

This might be weird but I’m almost 20 and I’ve had baby fever for like MONTHS. it’s sooooo bad omg and I’m still young- my mom doesn’t even let me take walks at night and my parents still treat me like a baby lol :,) and I’m not ready but I have baby names picked out, outfits in my carts, and I just want one soooo bad.

Sometimes I sent messages to my grandmas number bc she passed in 2020 and she was like a second mother to me; I no longer have her voicemails in my phone I guess bc the number was eventually out of service and I don’t have her messages in there either :( I went to check our chat after powering up my old phone  and saw some messages I sent to her number back in February while I was most likely sobbing. I just sent two and they went thru meaning someone now has the number…I also called it before I texted so I didn’t know and it’s 5am for so hopefully I didn’t disturb whoever this is. If they message back I’ll explain but I thought I’d share this for whatever reason lol </3

Once again, my yearly attraction to my ex is coming back for some reason. And I’m not even sure if it’s genuine or if I just really crave romance rn. Alsoooo, I went to my first ever pride parade a few weeks ago and did not find the loml so that sucks. But I was high af and danced like an npc so yay ig

I reread my most recent writing and weep bc it’s soooo hard to get my ideas out now and I really wanna update some fics and start new ones on AO3 :<

Should I start writing TLOU fics cuz I have some ideas and these edits have created a monster…

I’m 19 today 

Fine shyt with a bf hugged me and now I can’t think of anything else (I’m cooked)

Can someone teach me how to stop crushing on girls that are already in relationships…particularly with MEN

The only thing that motivates me to go work on my projects outside of class is my crush…my major is very project based so I spend HOURS outside of class doing them- right next to fine shyt