Moonshade_gothgirl

I finally got a chapter up from BEP for you guys. Sorry it took so long.
          
          I honestly considered taking the whole story down for a bit when I heard about another writer actually publishing a fanfiction book about the BTS members and getting death threats because of it. I don't want or need that kind of thing in my life regardless of how much I enjoy the story I've come up with.
          
          Also, I started blocking out a portion of a previous book, Spring Forward, Fall Back that will cover the parts that I left out thanks to a bunch of comments saying I shouldn't add it. 
          
          Everything that's been going through my mind lately, with the thoughts of getting rid of one book and simultaneously completing another one, has been a constant war for the past month. I shouldn't let some people tell me what I can and can't write, but there are so many people out there that just have toxic things to say.
          
          Anyway, I'm gonna get back to work now, so until next time.....Ja ne!

I want to start off with an apology to my readers. Those who’ve been waiting for the next chapter of Boyfriend Exchange Program have been exceedingly patient with me about updates and I couldn’t feel less deserving of it. Granted, I do have acceptable reasons, but they sound like excuses.
          
          I have had several health scares in the last two months, but one that had me taken off a medication I really haven’t been without for years was the one that got me pretty sick. I’ve just been put back on it and haven’t quite gotten back to normal, but it’s getting there.
          
          I also had a very good friend pass away recently and that came with a lot of depression. It wasn’t just because his wife is like a sister to me, but my social anxiety made it impossible to be by her side when she needed me most. That laid me low. Add to that the fact that I tested positive for Covid and you’ve got two crappy months.
          
          I should be able to get back to writing soon, so I’m asking that you be patient with me for a little bit longer. I’ll try very hard to get something posted soon. Until next time…..Ja ne!

Two chapters for BEP are up now. One was supposed to be published last week, but I’m having so much trouble with my internet right now…
          
          Anyway, for those of you that waited, I hope you enjoy them. For the others waiting for SF, FB alternate chapters, I’m still working on them as we speak.
          
          Back to work I go, so until next time…..Ja ne!

Well I feel rather foolish.
          
          I had, indeed, gotten the update I'd intended to get up here, but did not click 'publish'. Smooth, huh?
          
          Anyway, I just got the update published, so I hope you guys like it. Until next time.....Ja ne!

New update will be posted tomorrow!

Happy Parent's Day! 
          
          I know that seems strange, but I don't think parents should have to have separate days to be celebrated. After all, not everyone has the same situation. Some have two moms. Some have two dads. Trying to figure out who you should celebrate is useless and antiquated, in my honest opinion. So you guys celebrate your parents at the same time. They may or may not deserve it, but the idea has merit to me. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
          
          A new chapter for BEP is up now! I finally managed to get the darn thing up (through minor tears) after three attempts. I really hope you guys like it. I'm working on another chapter now, so I really hope to get a bit further along for you all and try not to make you wait so long. 
          
          Thank you all for taking the time to read my works. You have no idea just how happy it makes me to know there are people out there who enjoy my mindless rambling. lol I'm going to get back to work now, so until next time.....Ja ne!

Another chapter up for BEP! I'm still kinda dragging, but I'm working on getting the updates up a bit more often. Hope you guys like the update and I'll start working on the next one. 
          
          Please remember the posted warning in the book and enjoy. Until next time.....Ja ne!

I just managed to get the next chapter for BEP up just now. I'm so sorry for the delay.
          
          It took me a bit longer to get the update done because my computer decided to suddenly emulate Split and replicate itself in different places because of a stupid mistake on my part.
          
          Anyway, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to find out what's what. I will try posting again as soon as possible. Thank you all for being understanding and patient. You're all awesome!
          
          So, until next time.....Ja ne!

Ok. I’m tired of moping about and being unproductive. I’m going to try to get a chapter out by Friday at the latest. Thank you all for being so patient. 
          
          YOU ARE AWESOME, SO DON’T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE!

I want to apologize to the readers waiting for an update on Boyfriend Exchange Program. Between internet issues and my health, I’ve been completely distracted, overwhelmed and just plain depressed. 
          
          Internet aside, I recently found out I may have cancer. Tests came back with abnormal cells and an elevated white cell count. I’ve been trying to keep my mind off it by writing, drawing…anything, but the depression and anxiety are hanging on. 
          
          For this reason, I’m afraid I have to take just a little bit longer than I’d like to in order to keep an eye on what’s happening next. I will still try to get some writing done and update from a friend’s place. 
          
          I hope you all will understand and forgive me. Thank you all so much for reading my work. You guys are amazing.