Do you guys ever feel like you can't do anything right, like you're always ruining everyone's day, like you're a nuisance to everyone? Do you ever feel like every whisper in the background is people judging you, like every laugh, giggle or chuckle is someone making fun of you? Do you ever feel like people only see you as smart and a good dancer, like when the teacher tells everyone to write compliments for everyone you only get "you're smart", "you're a good dancer" or "you can explain things well", wether these are from when you're 6 or 16 years old, like no one ever means the compliments they give you or are just being sarcastic? Do you ever notice your eyes filling with tears, but those tears never actually fall? Do you guys ever feel like no one really wants you around and like they're just using you for when they don't understand something about their homework? Do you ever notice you're constantly trying to block out your thoughts and people fighting about you by listening to music without really enjoying it, then the person that originally lead you to try and block everything out yelling about how you don't care about the situation because an occasional giggle, humming or singing left your lips while you were trying to ignore what was going on in there room about three metres away from you by watching some videos and listening to some music?
