Heyaaa lovelies, how are y'all doing? I hope y’all are doing well... My exams just got over, so I thought I’d share something I’ve been wanting to say this for a while now... For the past few months, something has been weighing on my mind, and I haven’t quite been able to put it into words until now... Lately, opening this app has started to feel… heavy. Almost suffocating. And that hurts to admit, because there was a time when this place was my comfort, my escape, my safe space... I used to come here with so much love, and now I find myself hesitating, not knowing why this feeling exists at all...
It’s not that I’ve stopped writing-I haven’t. Writing is still a part of me, and Ian knows that better than anyone... But somewhere along the way, I started doubting myself. Doubting my words, my style, my way of viewing things... And that inner conflict has been growing quietly, day by day...
What keeps me grounded are my babies- my Taejin...writing about them. They’ve held me together in ways I can’t even explain. They’re the reason I’m still here, still trying... So after a lot of thinking, I’ve made a decision, I currently have 10 books on this account. 2 are completed, and 8 are still ongoing. For now, I’ll be unpublishing 4 of my books. I’m truly sorry about this. Seeing them unfinished, right in front of my eyes, only deepens the battle I’m already fighting within myself... This isn’t a goodbye to them. It’s just a pause. Once I finish one of my ongoing stories, I’ll return to them-stronger, clearer, and with more faith in myself...
Thank you for staying, for reading, and for understanding me even when I struggle to understand myself... I hope you all take care of yourselves and have a great day ahead...
Love, Iva