Aether System

I haven’t been here in a while, and I apologize, shit has gone down the well, and mental health hasn’t been great
          
          One day, I plan to work on stories again, get back onto this account and update, but it’s just a huge struggle at the moment, and I am so so sorry

oh god been what 3-4 months since I've been here last?
          Well, opposed to how long I've been gone, my writing has actually improved, though I won't have a set upload schedule for my book(s) though I will try and upload when I have time.
          Corresponding to the vent/update from earlier this year, I am officially set on my gender, Male.
          I guess that's it..? I haven't really any idea of what else to think of.

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For those that read my story, I’m sorry I haven’t updated. I’m currently just so lost, mentally and a bit physically.
          Just the other day my parents fought and almost went into divorce territory, while we were eating dinner. 
          During this whole fiesta of COVID, I’ve also been trying to figure out who I am, I know I’m PanSexual, but I still can’t figure out my gender, as of now I am still Non-Bionary (Pronouns are They-Them).
          I’ve tried talking to my mom about helping me figure this out but she’s so against LGBTQ people.
          During quarantine, my dad has also found more time to yell at me and scold me. I’ve dealt with mental abuse from him for most of my life. And, is it bad that I have an instinct to duck away from him when he raises his hand? Because I do that.
          
          Sorry I’ve just needed to do some kind of rant and haven’t in a long time. I’m heavily stressed and just... everything is stress. I just really need someone to talk to, I’ve tried finding an online therapist and sh¡t but they all charge a bit of a price, that I just don’t want to pay.