@MoonwalkingKatie i love your writing. It's so so beautiful and it reminds me of...me i guess? see the thing is, I have always had this dream life of living in this warm toned apartment in a busy town or city (like home alone 2 or friends) I just always assumed thats were i'd be after I finished collage. photography, art and books have always inspired me, and life is so beautiful. Michael had such gorgeous soul, and this world didn't deserve him. I used to always wanna run away from my family because i hated being around people. I had so much wrong with me, clinical depression, anxiety, mood and eating disorders, agoraphobia, rejection sensitive dysphoria. I hated myself for such a long time because i was so different. Of course i had friends, really amazing friends but i didn't want to do things with them, as I always used to isolate myself and I didn't know why. I mean they were perfect! but, ofc, there was nothing going for me, until I had enough and suffered with self-harm, with bpd showing signs, I was admitted to a hospital. the only thing that pulled me through was my love for art, poetry, books and music. michaels and so many other singers helped me through. I now have an apartment, with my own cat, bubbles, and a massive dvd collection and a new wattpad account (no one is seeing the stuff I used to read believe me that had to go). its what i always dreamed of and I cannot thank you enough.
Anyways, enough stuff, ily girlie xxx
