you know what’s funny. i’ve been on my meds for a little over a month now and it seems to be working and to everyone i seem to be better and yeah i feel definitely better than i did. but i still have that overwhelming feeling of just ending it all and being done with everything, and i want that to go away but i don’t know how. i turn to self medicating myself since my meds by myself aren’t enough and i don’t know what to do anymore. i don’t plan on doing anything to hurt myself at the moment so don’t worry about that, but i just don’t know what to do