Mootriarch

Wilbur! :D

I’m in PE and I keep getting weird looks from the one kid who hit me with a stick last year, I kept running into people on my way to class, went to the wrong class and had to turn back, getting stares from a lot of people in the hallway too- I really don’t wanna be here. I’m already tired out mentally and it’s not even lunch time yet

Nostalgia is a weird emotion. It’s one emotion that unites us all as people. There’s always something that we miss, a mindset or experience from a bygone era. Maybe it’s the new things in life we have to focus on, the new worries, the change in perspective that causes us to move on from the old things. It’s quite odd and a bit upsetting how the memories we make in present day will be the memories we look back on and get a sense of nostalgia from. As we grow older, it’s saddening to watch as things that were so important in our lives become less and less special due to change. Most people have lost something special to them for this reason, no matter just how important te thing or person was to you. Sometimes I wish I could meet people for the first time again, I never want to forget them, I never want to forget the times I had with them. I’m afraid of growing up, no matter how much I joke about it, I don’t want to make it past 30 years old. Nostalgia might seem like a simple and perhaps comforting concept, but  if you think about it long enough, it can become highly upsetting.

I’m kinda sad, I have an hour before I go to the witch market thing and I can’t find my ears at all

Wilbur you awake?

Wilbur I don’t feel too well physically rn (sick feeling again) but we have to leave in a little less than an hour and a half

Morning/ afternoon Wilbur! I’ll be on my laptop soon I just need to wait for my mom to head out the door

I’m back, I’ve talked things out with my mom and the other lady and I feel so much better, not to mention that my mom doesn’t care if I have discord or not anymore!

I’m going off to the place now, you have no idea how fast my heart is going rn

Wilbur I’m scared and uncomfortable and when I say uncomfortable I mean really uncomfortable