I keep starting over and over again, trying to find the way, but I'm constantly being pulled back into the darkness from the very beginning. It's exhausting. But still, I keep trying.   I am the girl who is afraid of being outdone, I am the type of girl who gets annoyed when she doesn't get what she wants. I am the type of friend who is jealous when I lose at everything, but that's just my external behavior. If you get to know me, I am the girl who is willing to sacrifice her life for my friend whom I love so much. I am the girl who tries to pretend not to be hurt. When I started writing stories when I was in grade 8, in 2022. I had one story that I finished about romance, I was still writing on paper and notebooks at that time, but when I found out that my mom threw away the story I finished on notebooks and paper, I completely stopped being a writer in the same year, and I returned to writing in 2024, but I had a hard time and tried to start from the beginning. I just kept going until I got tired of trying to write a story so I stopped for a few months and then came back again, but I can't say now that I will finish it but I will do my best just to finish a story.