Morally_Gray

Hi Hello In desperate need of reassurance that I should stay alive. Usually Wattpad is a last resort but I just really wanna see that there are people out there, y'know? 
          	(Please don't report I swear I won't do anything)

Morally_Gray

@iizhaiir_ Yeah I'm okay today, just recovering from the previous night mostly, I tried to educate someone on something important to me and accidentally spoke over them and felt really bad. In hindsight it doesn't seem like a big deal, but at the time it felt huge and I was convinced no one would like me anymore
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iizhaiir_

@Morally_Gray my paragraphs this mornign didn't send, so here's me rewriting it, i just want you to feel better :)
          	  
          	  staying alive is hard. i understand. sometimes things happen for you to feel that way, makes you feel like you overreacted for wanting to leave the world. maybe something bad happened today, your day didn't go like how you planned it to go, maybe something upset you, like a work getting deleted and you can't recover it, or maybe you dropped something really important, like a project you've been working on for weeks, or food.
          	  
          	  life is stressful. and as long as you live, it'll get more stressful, but if you made it this far, there is nothing you can't get through. i imagine life is hard, and it keeps getting harder and harder for you to the point you don't wanna be here anymore. and i get it, i really do. but leaving the earth is not the answer.
          	  
          	  you've got a lot to live for, maybe you'd want to show the people who let you down or put you down that you can do it and you don't need them and their bad energy or discouragement. maybe you'd like to try that new recipe you've spotted that sounded or looked good. maybe you have a new idea for a story. there is nothing you can't push through.
          	  
          	  as far as i know, you've pushed through everything. you've pushed through life, grade school, becoming a writer, you've pushed through family, fake friends. and all of those things are achivements. they always will be.
          	  
          	  so if you need a tiny push to get back up on your feet and beat life again for the however time this year? so be it. you'll always have people here for you, you'll always have a support system. i'll always be here if you ever need it, and don't feel afraid to reach out. 
          	  
          	  i'm more than willing to listen or talk if you ever need it okay? you're not alone. and you never will be. not with the people here, ever. ^^
          	  
          	  on a siide note, are you doing okay now? if you arent feel free to reach out okay? i can listen if you need it, i hope so, feel better soon okay?
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rooiona

@Morally_Gray If you ever need to vent just let me know.
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Morally_Gray

Hi Hello In desperate need of reassurance that I should stay alive. Usually Wattpad is a last resort but I just really wanna see that there are people out there, y'know? 
          (Please don't report I swear I won't do anything)

Morally_Gray

@iizhaiir_ Yeah I'm okay today, just recovering from the previous night mostly, I tried to educate someone on something important to me and accidentally spoke over them and felt really bad. In hindsight it doesn't seem like a big deal, but at the time it felt huge and I was convinced no one would like me anymore
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iizhaiir_

@Morally_Gray my paragraphs this mornign didn't send, so here's me rewriting it, i just want you to feel better :)
            
            staying alive is hard. i understand. sometimes things happen for you to feel that way, makes you feel like you overreacted for wanting to leave the world. maybe something bad happened today, your day didn't go like how you planned it to go, maybe something upset you, like a work getting deleted and you can't recover it, or maybe you dropped something really important, like a project you've been working on for weeks, or food.
            
            life is stressful. and as long as you live, it'll get more stressful, but if you made it this far, there is nothing you can't get through. i imagine life is hard, and it keeps getting harder and harder for you to the point you don't wanna be here anymore. and i get it, i really do. but leaving the earth is not the answer.
            
            you've got a lot to live for, maybe you'd want to show the people who let you down or put you down that you can do it and you don't need them and their bad energy or discouragement. maybe you'd like to try that new recipe you've spotted that sounded or looked good. maybe you have a new idea for a story. there is nothing you can't push through.
            
            as far as i know, you've pushed through everything. you've pushed through life, grade school, becoming a writer, you've pushed through family, fake friends. and all of those things are achivements. they always will be.
            
            so if you need a tiny push to get back up on your feet and beat life again for the however time this year? so be it. you'll always have people here for you, you'll always have a support system. i'll always be here if you ever need it, and don't feel afraid to reach out. 
            
            i'm more than willing to listen or talk if you ever need it okay? you're not alone. and you never will be. not with the people here, ever. ^^
            
            on a siide note, are you doing okay now? if you arent feel free to reach out okay? i can listen if you need it, i hope so, feel better soon okay?
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rooiona

@Morally_Gray If you ever need to vent just let me know.
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Morally_Gray

"You turn that ship around this instant," Batman ordered. 
          
          "Hmm,"Wally mused, "I though a ship's captain made the decisions. Ms. M?" 
          
          "I'm not the captain, I'm just the driver." 
          
          "It doesn't matter who the captain is!" The head of the justice league snapped. "I want you back here immediately. You were ordered not to leave!" 
          
          "I'm sorry," Kaldur said, "But it was the team's vote, and it's my duty to serve the team before all else. Isn't that right, sir?" 
          
          Bruce grit his teeth, he was not about to get shown up in front of the league by a bunch of teens. "Aqualad, I hope you and your team-- especially Robin-- realize that a punishment awaits you the second you return." 
          
          "Of course we do," Robin replied, "that's why we're gonna cause as much havock as we can before that happens"

iizhaiir_

@Morally_Gray sounds like something they'd do LMAOAOAO
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Morally_Gray

Weird how my younger readers tend to prefer my earlier books that I wrote at their age, and my older audience prefers my new stuff? 
          
          Just something I've noticed. Is there a name for this phenomenon?

For3sight

I don’t think there’s a name for it, but that is strange.
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ArcadiaHasDissaperd

@Morally_Gray older people except and can appreciate well written work while youngsters appreciate the chaotic cringe ( your work is not cringe) that they can relate to In terms of what they them selves can write 
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Morally_Gray

Hey @iizhaiir_ what if Kaldur had a nightmare and Orin had to awkwardly comfort him??

Morally_Gray

@iizhaiir_ he accidentally says something like "a dream is nothing to cry about" and Kaldur gets all ashamed and apologetic
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iizhaiir_

@Morally_Gray i love that js thinking about it makes me giggle cus its like probably late night kaldur wakes up panicking, and his king is the first to notice, and its too late aat night to call roy so now theyre just awkwardly trying to get to the bottom of the reason he shrieked and everything, orin just awkwardly exists to help him ... he'd be so stiff when he'd hug him sobs 
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Morally_Gray

I'm thinking of redrawing the cove of the More YJ Trash book, cause it's from 12th grade. Thoughts?

For3sight

If you want to! It might be a good idea to redraw it if your art skills have improved, or if you want to change it up.
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Morally_Gray

Anybody free to chat? Abt fandom or other stuff, I'm not picky

ArcadiaHasDissaperd

@Morally_Gray I don't know if you'll find it interesting but my fic is called Luna knows best , the dark stuff hasn't been written yet but it will be soon ( also the fic is a solarballs fanfiction human au)
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Morally_Gray

@ArcadiaHasDissaperd For some reason it's hard not to write angst rn lol... there's certainly plenty going around. Maybe if I feel especially healed I'll write a part based off my NYE, cause that made me cry irl
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ArcadiaHasDissaperd

@Morally_Gray that's cool  I to have been working on some stuff, but the things I'm trying to write are verging onto the dark side 
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