Soulless

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This endless channel of hurt. Let's drown in to the wave but you gotta give penalty if you survive. Fuck my life.

2 months, fucking get over

ℓινιиg ωιτн ϐρ∂ ιѕ ρυяє ϲοиƒυѕιοи. ιτ'ѕ αℓωαγѕ ℓικє: "αм ι αℓℓοωє∂ το ϐє υρѕєτ αϐουτ τнιѕ τнιиg οя αм ι ϐєιиg ονєяѕєиѕιτινє?

ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵈᵃʸˢ, ⁱ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ. ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵈᵃʸˢ, ⁱ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ⁿᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵃˡˡ. ⁱ ᵈᵒⁿ´ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʷᵒʳˢᵉ, ᵈʳᵒʷⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵉⁿᵉᵃᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃᵛᵉˢ, ᵒʳ ᵈʸⁱⁿᵍ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʰⁱʳˢᵗ.

I ᴅᴇsᴘɪsᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ʜʏᴘᴇʀsᴇɴsɪᴛɪᴠᴇɴᴇss, ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʀᴇϙᴜɪᴇʀᴇs sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʀᴇᴀssᴜʀᴀɴᴄᴇ. Iᴛ ɪs ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴʟʏ ᴀʙɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴀᴠᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴏᴏᴅ.”
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          The sickness in my head :(
          
          

 2 fucking months. I swear darling heart, I won't allow someone to hurt you again. Yes, you loved and it was your fault. Brain, it was your fault to be a victim of BPD. Soul it was your fault to be born in this body. So, don't worry, just 2 more months. It'll be fine.

There was some lil some confusion I was in. I thought I'm mistaking something . Today it fucking cleared. There's no way in hell I'm going to regret what I'm gonna do. It'll rip out my heart and burn it but I'll do that. Let's count the days, 2 months. Just fucking 2 months. And I'll be outta this shit. Thank you.

You know you're borderline when you fluctuate between fearing abandonment and encouraging it.”
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          There's sickness in my head :(