To whoever might read this, just know in advance this is a depressy expressy rant:
I am seriously considering deleting my whole account and never writing again. It’s probably irrational, and definitely self destructive. I just feel like it’s going nowhere, I don’t know cuz ppl say all the time “you should write for yourself and if ppl read it it’s just a bonus.”
In all reality though I feel like an embarrassingly dull writer, pretending to be great with metaphor’s and perfectly placed commas—
Even though this app is pretty anonymous and no one actually knows who’s behind the screen, I still can’t help feeling the impact just as much as if everyone knew my real name?
Anyways, if my account mysteriously disappears I’m apologizing in advance. Who knows, maybe I’ll wake up tomorrow and call myself an idiot for even considering doing such a thing… ugh periods suck sm.
To conclude: I hate my writing, thanks for coming to my Ted Talk ↕️