MorganLovesXtina4Life!♥

She is the best ♡ 

Part 2 Of What Christina Aguilera Means To Me!!!♥
          (Continued)-Christina just has taught me so very much,  took me under her wing,  and showed me the world of reality and her world as well. I cannot express how much she truly means to me in words. I grew up with an abusive mother who told me I couldn't sing,  I'd never meet Christina,  didn't believe in me, etc  and an alcoholic father who are still this way today.  She showed and explained her childhood to me, and I cried because I realized that she is my angel, my inspiration,  my favorite,  my life saver, and my idol forever! She's made me see a brand new beautiful life I never knew existed.  She made me see who I truly am. She showed me what I was made to do on this earth,  and that's sing. I will never change,  because she taught me that!!!!! I love her so much! No matter what! She's an old soul,  such as my singing voice as well now today because of how much beautiful influence she had on me. She's just....she's just my life!♥ I couldn't ask for any other better idol because there is no one else to me but her! I'll be on The Voice in 2 years meeting my idol,  Christina Aguilera! I am now 14 years old, still singing and being inspired by new things,  Christina,  and the beauty of life! I can't wait to travel this journey with her and tell her everything, and to Thank HER for absolutely everything! I've made it so far because of her, and I'm so happy to have her in my life. She's my blessing. And I love her no matter what!♥ #MyIdolForever! -Morgan Ryan!♥ Xoxo!!! :))) 

Christina Maria Aguilera,  saved my life!!! Literally! Just 5 years ago I was 10 years old.  I was in a state full of hate, negativity,  no support in anything whatsoever,  no love,  care, fake people, childhood traumas,  and troubles. ..... and friends and everything in between.  I truly felt as if my life was nothing at that time.  But, suddenly one day I came out of my room because from inside, I heard the most beautiful and inspiring voice I've ever gotten introduced to in my whole life.  As I was walking out,  I stopped in my tracks,  looked over to the television and saw this gorgeous blonde haired, blue eyed, angelic woman in front of my blue eyes. I was so shocked but yet at the same time,  so amused and taken aback from her amazing vocals.  From that second,  I knew 'she' was the one. She is a legend who has just moved me.  She REALLY cut right to my soul and my spirit. I instantly from the moment I laid eyes on her, smiled so huge for the first time in a long time. My brother was like "what are you so happy about?" because it was so unusual,  I didn't say anything.  I just ran back into my room, and searched her name up on YouTube,  and the Internet, and let me just say...wow! That woman has some pipes! I got to know her more, and as the years gone by....I loved her so so so so so so much!!!!!!!! I see that Christina is such a beautiful,  unique,  special,   independent,  loving,   caring,  woman as an  individual.  She taught me physically and mentally to truly not care about what others may have to say or think about me, to stay true to myself,  to express myself, regardless of what anyone says about it,  and most importantly to be who I am. Also, She truly and honestly taught me how to sing. I had been singing since I was so young,  but at that year I really learned what real music and singing is about,  what it takes,  the hard work,  dedication,  and grit of soul and blues within ones voice.  Such as herself.  I am still singing today in 2015. 

Okay let's get this straight. I Moved On. I Let Go of you and everyone.  I don't need or want anyone in my life who's going to constantly say negativity about me, like you and everyone else around you.  I see, you just love to make others feel bad about themselves or make them change who they are if they hang around you.  Because,  the truth is that if you see, realize,  or notice that someone is strong,  unique,  beautiful,  compassionate,  dedicated,  and an independent human being...your going to need to change that about them. And you'll do anything in your power to accomplish that.  I've left you and many other people in my life for more than one reason.  Not that you'll care, because you've never cared about what I've said anyway,  so it doesn't make me any difference.  But overall,  I'm going to speak out anyways. Listen here, I no longer wish to have you in my life or my thoughts.  I realized I wanted to do that a long time ago,  I just didn't quite think it through yet. Now that I've seen that you are the person you are....I can't have you in my life anymore.  You've put me into too much pain, pressure,  guilt, hurt, etc for me to dwell into your nonexistent words about me anymore.  I don't like it's right for me to be around such a person like you. So, I will do as my instinct says. You should know this about me, I am one to not care about what others say. And not only that,  but to not constantly hang around people who I feel are bad,  immature, childish, inconsiderate,  etc. That's my motto.  Anyone who wishes to go against that,  I'm well up for the challenge.  So, you go ahead and live the life your in, and I'll live mine. Because,  now that I've let you go I feel much more happier,  free, and don't feel controlled by you every time I see or spend time with you.  From now for the rest of our lives,  I wish to receive no communication from you,  no exchangements in eyes, no dirty looks,  no comments,  whatsoever.  Thank you,  and goodbye