MoriKanasai
So, I'm going to start writing again. If I tell you guys this, then it might make me do it. With everything that's happening, writing will probably make me feel better, so expect a chapter in the next two weeks or so. Maybe less????
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MoriKanasai
I will not be writing or releasing any chapters for a while. A traumatizing event has just happened to my family and I don’t believe I will be able to focus or do much for a while as my mind automatically thinks of the news i’ve received. I do not want any of you to worry about me, as I am fine. But my school is starting up soon once more so maybe i’ll starting to write again then. I do not wish for any of you to worry (as when I hear bad news from online people, i feel bad and pity them), it’s just something that may pass overtime, but for the moment, it won’t go away any time soon. Thank you for being understanding.
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@Arrowbolt5 HAPPY SHIT RAINBOWS?? ToT (thank you for trying to cheer me up <: )
Arrowbolt5
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GOOD NEWS EXPLOSION AND HAPPY SHIT RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS AND DADZAWA
MoriKanasai
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@TruthAndPeace Thank you, life has just been a bitch (as it is to everyone) and I just kinda wanna wade through the murky water first. Or maybe i’ll start writing really soon again to take my mind off shit. Idk.
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I think the reason i’m not writing is because i’m terrible at commitment. Every time i set a deadline for writing and miss it, i feel like shit so i make a new one and fail to meet that one too, it becomes a cycle. At this point, im so ashamed i can barely get on this account because i dont know how to face you guys.
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@MoriKanasai I hope you do feel better. As for writing, please enjoy yourself. And good luck with school. I don't even want to think about mine.
MoriKanasai
@Arrowbolt5 Well, to make you feel relieved: i have no plans to ever write another book while writing the one i have right now. So no complaint for you >:). But thank you for the comment. I’m going to do some school stuff (as mine starts soon) but i’m HOPEFULLY going to write a few words. Even a little bit will be just fine! And again, this comment made me feel a lot better :)))
MoriKanasai
yall, guess who’s at the beach and is actually write! ! !
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@Arrowbolt5 I have discovered that my fucking laptop freaks out when i try to write so i was delayed, but i will get back into a writing groove *thumbs up*
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my writing ethic is actually good rn, so is my motivation. Also, im gonna stop updating on what time my chapters will be out. I find it actually hinders me if anything so yeah . . .
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@Arrowbolt5 the ironic part: i can’t write all the much for the next four days. I went back to my camp because my parent is a nurse and they needed one so i’m here with my parent. Wifi is shit lol
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@MoriKanasai Ew, ethics—but jealous, motivation. Hissssss. *responses to posts that aren't existence* stuff and other stuff. Yeah. Hehehe. Hindrances drances dranceddjnn yeaaaahhhhhh
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Working on the chapter, yesterday and Friday were devastating. I won’t elaborate because it’s personal and actually a very horrible situation. I do not wish to bring more attention to the families. I trust the media will take care of that. So, in a nutshell, shit has gone down and it’s just chaotic. It feels like i’m back to square one about chapter posting ToT
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IM BACK BABYYYYYYYY, YEAHHHH
MoriKanasai
I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write I NEED to write. I DONT KNOW WHY IM NOT.
MoriKanasai
@Misty-Ninjago I’m sorry, idk that has been going on. I’ve had no motivation for the past few weeks, and I think my hyper fixation has moved to my new favorite game for the moment. I keep telling myself “I’ll write tonight/today!” and then I sleep during the day and play the game during the night. I’m also preparing for camp while also procrastinating setting up for it (i need to set up my music player but I haven’t even opened the app for it). In short, I think my interest for the book has died down for it, but I’m reading other fics that are also mha crossovers in attempt to get me back into writing. But for a summary: I’m ok but im not ok
MoriKanasai
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MoriKanasai
@Arrowbolt5 bro if I could use a crying cat photo rn, i totally would. That’s honestly so heartwarming for me to hear. I’m just one of those people that constantly check to see if my favorite stories have updated. And when people ask if i’ll release a new chapter, i get so nervous because i’m like “crap, i actually need to write” because I know i should’ve released a chapter by then but haven’t It’s just all over the place. In short, i’m a person that needed to hear that <3
Arrowbolt5
No, my dude, do not worry about us. We love reading your story, but our lives don't revolve around it. It's like when someone brings you your favorite food and you're like AHHHHH YSSSSS but there are also like a bunch of other delicious foods. Not all of them quite as good, but we don't spend every second of the day lusting after your story. If we're not that worried, then you shouldn't have to worry either. Trust me, the person who is impacted the most by your story is you. The rest of us are just here for the popcorn and the warm blankets. You only worry about yourself, okay?
MoriKanasai
How many chapter are written out for June so far? None. I can’t guarantee I’ll write any chapters for June. I might, but may not. If I do, there may not be many chapters, maybe only one or two. I leave for my camp sunday morning so after sunday, it’ll be a 50/50 shot for you guys, but i’ll try my best to at least do one chapter.