I don't cry anymore; only stare as the daggers land on my skin one by one, slashing, tearing pieces of me, getting me a bit more used to the feeling.
I won't cry, as my tears won't sooth the pain anymore.
I don't cry anymore; only stare as the daggers land on my skin one by one, slashing, tearing pieces of me, getting me a bit more used to the feeling.
I won't cry, as my tears won't sooth the pain anymore.
Looked at my own hands, let the air seep through my fingers, my nails, felt the coolness on my skin; I exist.
Looked around, world was in commotion as I laid there doing nothing, unable to move a limb to make a change. Unable to leave an imprint, a sign by me. I existed, and that was it.
گایززززز... T_T مردر شو (murder show) توی این وقفه ی درازی که تو آپش ایجاد شده بود به 1k خاننده رسید...1K لعنتی!! سالهاست که اینقدر بخاطر بوک هام خوشحال نشدم و مرسی که ازش حمایت کردید و نا امید نشدید، همین روزا یه پارت جدید مینویسم و هر لحظه تموم شد آپ میکنم و دوباره استارتشو میزنم XD منتظر بمونید چون ممکنه همین هفته باشه xx
از کسایی که منتظر ادامه ی ادیت December بودن معذرت میخوام که اینقدر وسطش وقفه ایجاد شد چند وقتی بود حوصله ی نوشتن و ادیت کردن نداشتم. سعی میکنم زود تمومش کنم.