I can't explain how sorry yet confused I am. I don't understand what I did this time nor what I'm sorry for. I just feel like I messed up. I think I vented to u to much, I'm sorry I did that, I do it to my mom too. I wanted to tell u when I said I loved u I meant it, I'm just bad at showing it. I hope ur doing better. I sadly don't think we'll ever have a romantic relationship, but I hope for peace and closer in us, in our relationship. I don't care with were not mean't to be, I will always have strong feelings toward you.
