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Sometimes the best thing to do is not to feel go into autopilot where you don't react, don't feel, don't care, you are just there going through the motions so you can't feel hurt, overthink, or think in general. That's what I'm doing to help cope with things I don't want to deal with instead of crying continuously to the point I can't function all I am is tired. I'm done feeling rejection and questioning myself, my every move, doubting myself, and anything I am done. So to cope for now until I can get some strength and control the storm I am on autopilot so I don't feel the storm I let it glide over me so I can come through on the after and focus instead of doing everything and hurting myself with the questions and worrying so much I can't sleep and I am too tired. So sometimes the best thing to do is not feel but not all the time but right now I am until I know I can handle everything. Be strong and stand strong.

When you cry yourself to sleep almost four nights in a row and haven't slept well so you look like you're getting bags your not alone. When you feel everything is crashing down and you're drowning in the inside your not alone. When you feel you can't do anything right only mess your not alone. When you bottle everything up so no one can see the hurt or the tears that you shed to only soak the pillow you lay your head on you aren't the only one. When you wish to feel nothing so you won't have to go through any of it you not alone. If you wish to only be a passenger in your life so you won't have to feel any of the hurt bruising you, worries blinding, the burdens weighing you down, or mental tiredness it's so relatable. Everyone feels this way some more than others but no one can see because they hide it so well only if you truly look in their eyes can you see everything because their eyes are the gateway to their soul. They may look happy and like everything is okay but they are not and have not been okay for a while because they are drowning on the inside and out in emotions and battles. Truly look at someone before you judge and get to know them so you know why they are the way they are for a reason. Judgment can damage a person more than they already are. Your not alone in the way you feel we all feel this way once or for some on a daily and hourly basis of their life. Have hope and don't give up someone is there who can help and relate to you. You just have to wait for them because they are out there they are. 
          
          Hope, understanding, courage, and strength are there find and hold on to them find your anchor and don't let it go.

In Greek, there is this symbol and I have it saved on my phone. It's simple really but has an impact on me personally it means to create your own reality. Create the place that's safe for you the reality that you know is true. There is another one it's so simple but yet really packs a punch in meaning. The symbols mean if you want to change you have to invite chaos. You can't have change without causing chaos in some shape or form small or big. The thing is change and chaos show you life and how to live. If you want change you have to be willing to invite that chaos that comes with the change you want to happen. Be prepared to invite your chaos if you want change to come. Live and change invite and brace the chaos that comes with it you can handle it because everything that's an obstacle helps to strengthen you. If you want change you have to be willing to invite chaos never forget that.

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In life, we grow. We learn from mistakes, heartbreak, and others. As humans, we are prone to doing something wrong even when we try our hardest not to its human nature. Our nature as an individual is not to be defined by what others get a glimpse of but what and who we truly are. While we grow as a person and being all the time  We as a person and human being have to go through these things that make us feel that there is no chance of making it. As a person, we learn to become stronger and wiser from the wisdom if others, decisions we make, trials we have, and battles we fight every day, hour, minute, and second of our lives. To become stronger we can't go back to those things that made us go into those dark moments and places in our life or head. Strength in mind and strength in your will to not give in is always your greatest weapon as a being. Live your life not to please others but for you. Everything happens for a reason although some are terrible it happens for a reason to make us stronger mentally, physically, emotionally or all. Your heart will always be your greatest weapon for they push you to have the strength that is used to conquer any and everything that is put in front of you. Grow live and learn from mistakes. Find your strength and never let anyone bend you're or take that away from you it's yours. You went through those trials and days of emotions or whatever it may be to have found it doesn't let anything take that away. Grow and never stop growing. When you stop growing you are not at your strongest because you can never stop growing in the strength you grow every day so you can't be done. Grown and don't stop strength and weakness is yours use them to help you become more never stop 

A quote to everyone, not just writers, girls, boys, and those struggling. It is a quote that I find true and try to follow the advice it has in it. Motivation comes from determination and writing is a type the things people write you read motivate people to do thinfs. Never stop writing.
          
             "And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt."
          
          -Sylvia Plath.

I am writing a book if you dont like,it keep it,to yourself no one wants to,hear you negatively neagative comments.

If anyone has any good stories tell me what they are cause I want to know and who wrote them.