MostlyWeirdo

I may start writing again… depending on my lazy ass if I can be asked…

Will I maybe just possibly write another TGGBB fic? Yes- no- maybe- idk yet-

Hey guysssss it's been a while lmaooo but I'm back and hopefully I can write some shit for u but idrk depends on the shit situation that's happening rn for me :/ 

Please read this!!!
          
          
          https://my.w.tt/rvvFMxXfz7

OMFG MY MUM SAID YES NOW ITS JUST THE WAITING GAME TO SEE IF I CAN AUDITION!!!!

OMG! OMG! OMG! I FOUND THIS ADVERT ON INSTAGRAM ABOUT AUDITIONS WHICH COULD LEAD TO A CAREER AS A MUSICIAN, RIGHT, AND I STARTED TO TELL MY MUM ABOUT IT BEFORE I GOT RUDELY INTERRUPTED BY MY PHONE RINGING. OF ALL TIMES, NO ONE RINGS ME, BUT THEY RING ME THEN. SO MY MUM SAID SHE'LL TALK TO ME LATER ABOUT IT BUT SHE SEEMED INTERESTED SO IF SHE SAYS I CAN AUDITION IMA BE SO FUCKING HAPPY COZ THIS IS LITERALLY MY DREAM AND I REALLY WANNA DO IT OK OK IM SORRY I'LL TRY AND CALM DOWN BUT LIKE IMAGINE IF I DID BECOME A MUSICIAN LIKE THAT'D BE THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME BUT IF I CAN DO IT I NEED A SONG TO SING SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT WITH THAT!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry but I can't update on my other account, and I've posted an author's note on my book to say why I can't. To sum it up, I'm fighting what is so far a losing battle with depression, and thoughts of suicide have crossed my mind multiple times. For the last two weeks, I've cried at least once a day. I'm shut in my room 24/7, and I don't know what to do with myself. Due to this, I'm losing motivation to do things I love, like writing. I'm sorry for any inconvenience, and sorry if you don't care about this, I just didn't want to make up an excuse you probably wouldn't believe and wanted to be honest. Thank you for your patience. So long and goodnight.

Ok I'm now obsessed with Polarize by TØP and idk how to feel rn coz all I wanna do is dance... Like me DANCING?!!?!! That's not a good thing for anyone

Gerard Ways bday was 3 days ago
          
          
          Today it's Brendon Urie's bday
          
          
          Today it's also Easter
          
          
          
          Rn there's a storm bout to start and I'm sitting here, staring out my window w I hate u I love u on repeat coz I wanna get in the feels and now idk what to do coz I just wanna sit and think while I'm charging my phone coz bitches ima be the only one prepared for the power to cut out if it does

A bowl fell on my head earlier..... I felt sick afterwards and kept becoming light headed and dizzy but now I only have a slight headache and I should be fine but like I give the fuck up today lmaoooo