I'm so glad I got to spend the Love Yourself with otber ARMY's, it was my first era that I got to interact in person with other ARMY's and my chest felt so warm and full in the theatre while we all watched D2 of Speak Yourself The Final in Seoul, in the theatre. And even though I couldn't be there, I still felt like I was there, it was crazy.
The Love Yourself era has been a more than just a moment in my life, and it's probably the most special time in my life, and it's truly unforgettable for me. I've never felt special, until I went back to BTS after my break from just everything caused by depression halfway through the Wings era. I had never been able to sing along to some parts of Epiphany, Love Myself, to almost all of I'm Fine, to a single line in IDOL, simply because I couldn't bring myself to say those things because I didn't believe them in the tiniest bit deep Now I'm proud to say that I can sing along confidently to all of those songs and more, because somewhere along the way in the Love Yourself era, I began to believe those words, and now we have ended the era, and I can truly say that I feel more comfortable in my own skin than I've ever felt before, my mind doesn't scream as loud or swirl so fast and harshly anymore with so many thoughts and worries.
I as well wish there were better words than I love you, and Thank you BTS, because I don't think those words will ever properly equate or demonstrate how I feel. BTS made me feel special in the sea of billions, and made other ARMY's feel special, and we felt loved, and in return we managed to make our idols feel the same as well. So, thank you BTS, for giving me reasons to love myself, and to keep going despite everything that may be pushing me back.
I can't wait for Shadow era to begin, it will be a beautiful era and hopefully I will finally be able to see them live after all this time.