MrsEdward

I've been asked several time how she died. Well she had been cutting for a long time, and tried the butterfly project. That helped for awhile, and three months ago today she cut to deep and bleed to death in the bath tub. She was an amazing person always so happy, but her home life wasnt the best, and she chose to take her own life and not suffer any longer. She had it planned out because she had her will written and everything. The mystery of who she was wont be anylonger because i will change her picture to one of her. She was a beautiful girl and God is lucky to have her. RIP Merissa
          	~Sarah

MrsEdward

I've been asked several time how she died. Well she had been cutting for a long time, and tried the butterfly project. That helped for awhile, and three months ago today she cut to deep and bleed to death in the bath tub. She was an amazing person always so happy, but her home life wasnt the best, and she chose to take her own life and not suffer any longer. She had it planned out because she had her will written and everything. The mystery of who she was wont be anylonger because i will change her picture to one of her. She was a beautiful girl and God is lucky to have her. RIP Merissa
          ~Sarah

MrsEdward

I found this on her computer guys....
          
          
          I want to kill myself
          In an unexpected way.
          Murder all the badness
          But let the nice things stay.
          
          Assassinate the hate
          That's buried in my heart.
          Rid myself of evil
          To let the goodness start.
          
          I'll slaughter all the judgment
          That's darkening my mind.
          Massacre revulsion
          That makes my spirit blind.
          
          Slay all of the pride
          That's commandeered my soul.
          Open up my head
          And let the love unroll.
          
          I do not wish to die,
          Please, don't get me wrong,
          I'll just cast away the demons 
          To a Hell where they belong.
          
          'Cause when burdened with the issue 
          Of whom I wish to be,
          I want people to look back
          With pleasant memories of me.

MrsEdward

Hey guys....I'm Sarah.....Merissa's best friend....I'm the only one who knows the password to her page, and I've got some sad news.......Merissa has committed suicide, and she is no longer with us.  I'm not going to take this page down, but She has been gone for three weeks now, and it has been hard on her family and my own....So for all of you that loved Merissa's writtings i'm going to post those that were on her computer, and let you all love her final writings as much as i do.
          Thank you all for liking her writing, and i know that she did love all of you.....
          -Sarah