TMJ

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I hope he can tell or read me under my façade...

I know there are a lot of people that loves me and cares for me... Why do I keep feeling lonely..

Why do I keep falling on the state of depression?

Tell me what's cheaper than a person who back stabs you????

I don't know what façade I'm putting up, when I'm hurt but I can't show .

Scared for tomorrows and anxious for the next happenings. Because I'm in a happy state continuously, and I know it won't last long. So I have to be strong and be prepared.

In a vulnerable state... Where one wrong mistake can affect me big time and end me in a flash.

I feel like dying.