Thank you so much for sticking by a 16 year old girl and giving her so much love. The truth is I haven't written in years. I have tried so hard. I sit and stare at a blank notebook that I've kept just for writing. On the bright side my life is going amazing. I've achieved so much that I didn't think was possible. I'm doing what I love, I have an amazing job. I thought of deactivating, but this account and these stories will be up for as long as possible. Just so all of you who have given me so much can reminisce. I'm so sorry for losing myself in all of this. Thank you eternally. Much love.