I'm usually putting all my thoughts and emotions into my music and their lyrics but when I feel that that is not sufficient I reside to writing Journal - like Stories about my life.

I sometimes prefer caffeine and pills over food,
I almost died 3 times (fact!)
I am fascinated by drugs and always will be but can't drink alcohol 
I love the smell and feel of fresh sheets on my skin 
I enjoy sitting in an empty bathtub after showering and detaching my mind from my body 
I am a nocturnal person and only like the time between sunset and sunrise
I am overly creative and my head usually feels like exploding at times
I dream of being on a rooftop and watching the dawn with a lover in the summertime 
I wish I could make myself get up before sunrise but I'm too afraid of the daytime that follows

You decide whats fiction and whats real in my stories ;)
Let your imagination run free as that is the most freedom you can have in this world!