Olivia_Benedetti
Hey it’s been a while
MsPenguingirl1234
MsPenguingirl1234
Nothing like sitting down all day for a hardcore writing session on the sequel of your paperback novel, only after seven hours of writing and world building do you realize after YEARS of writing these characters that one character's age actually hits you.
Why did I create him so old? He's so much older than the other characters that he interacts the most with. How did that even happen? I've been writing their stories for almost a decade now. How come it's now becoming a thing that I focus on?
To be fair, I have not touch these documents as I haven't been able to bring myself to finish this book as I wasn't ready yet. One, my grandpa was my biggest motivator. Once his health got bad, I couldn't bring myself to write. I was stuck between thinking, "I need to finish this before he passes" and "maybe if I don't finish it, he won't die." Stupid, but that was my thought process during that time.
Two, I have been writing this series of books for about a decade now. I do not want to finish it yet. I also want it to be over. I want to be able to say, "look! I completed this and I'm still young!"
Am I young still? I'll be 25 in two years. Wow, I really need to get my life together.
The point of all this...yeah, I don't know. I'm here to show you all that I'm not dead and I have been writing lately. Not only The Personal Secret, but The Unknown Assassin of Chaos as well.
Although, do not ask me when the next chapter of TUAoC will be out. That's a whole other thing where the story progression is not going as well as I would like it to.
Anyway, that was my rant of the day. How was your day, to the many followers that I have?
shizzlestyx--
heya kelly!! i hope you've been doing well c:
it's been a couple of years since i last messaged you, and i'm proud to say that i'm in a better place now. i've gotten my crap together (for the most part) and i've been trying not to be so angry all the time. it's still pretty hard to let go of other things, though, like my difficulty with people. sometimes i worry about how when i become an adult and school isn't there anymore, i'll become a shut-in. sounds pretty in character for me, to be honest.
more importantly, how are you doing? it struck me that you had a boyfriend back then that you talked to seth about and i wondered how that went (if that isn't too personal, of course). do you and cassie still chat? i remember how cute your avatars were - a panda and a penguin. that kinda sounds like a good drawing idea, actually!
i really, truly hope you're doing alright. i always look back on our time together in the OCF with fondness - what i wouldn't give to have the gang together and do right by you all, this time. but above all, your sweetness and compassion have marked you as special in my memory. you might not remember this, but when you didn't make fun of me for not liking my name and instead gave me a nickname, that hit me hard. several of my friends call me belle, and every time they do it makes my heart swell with a mix of pride and fondness. in that way, i suppose you'll always remain with me, huh?
wherever you end up going, whatever you become, you will always hold a special, penguin-shaped place in my heart.
safe skies, kelly! <33
MsPenguingirl1234
@shizzlestyx-- Heya, Belle! I'm glad to hear you are in a better place. I can understand the anger and letting things go part, I'm still working on that myself. I'm doing pretty good. I have been busy working and trying to figure out what my next steps are in life. As for the boyfriend I had, I broke up with him last year and it was one of the best decisions I could have made. And Cassy and I do talk on occasion still. As for your last paragraph, every time I read it makes me cry. It honestly took me a minute to remember your real name as you have always been "Belle" to me. You are the only one who calls me Kelly and I will always treasure that. You are such a bundle of joy. I am doing good. Having been writing, but I'm hoping to change that here soon. I have a paperback sequel to publish. I apologize for the 2 month late reply. Time got away from me. I sincerely hope that you are still doing well. I wish you the best, Belle. ~Kelly
crime_dog27
Can I adopt/continue the book
‘The Unknown Assassin of Chaos’?
If yes, please contact me. And if you do, who is Kosmos?
lord_voldemort69420
Hey question in annabeth and the lost legend is is there going to be a reader x annabeth or is perseus the lost legend
MsPenguingirl1234
@lord_voldemort69 Annabeth and the Lost Legend is not a reader x Annabeth. I personally do not read those types of books, so I don't have any suggestions. Sorry. Thank you for the message, though.
lord_voldemort69420
Btw I'm in search of a reader x annabeth so if there are any suggestions please respond
deltaplayz3001
0-o....... nice books mate keep up the good work if you can
TheFanboyAdrian
Me: Clicking out of curiosity on this profile to search a sequel to a book.
The profile: Blasts 95 books in my face and shoves them my throat down.
Me: Damn, that's a lot of books.
Where is the sequel...?
MsPenguingirl1234
@TheFanboyAdrian I looked and realized that I haven't really worked on that series in years. I do have a reading list on my profile called The Immortal Guardians where the sequels are located. I was writing a sequel and a prequel-sequel, but as I said, I haven't worked on it in years.
shizzlestyx--
I understand it's been years, and you most likely don't remember me - but hey, Kelly. It's Belle, y'know, that dramatic kid from OurCrazyFamily. CrownOfSpades. Whichever you prefer.
Oh my god, you can't BELIEVE how revolted and embarrassed I was at my past behavior. I was stupid, selfish, attention-seeking - all characteristics I can attribute to being an immature brat. I swear I know better now, and I am not the same piece of crap you used to know. That dramatic exit from the OCF? Yeah... let's not talk about that.
Anyway, suddenly remembered you guys one day and felt really really really bad! I never use wattpad anymore, had to reactivate an account and everything. My condolences about your grandpa, by the way - I'm certain he's proud of you for being such a compassionate person. You were back then, and I'd be surprised if you weren't now. Also, congrats on the follower count! It's awesome!
Anywho, mostly stopped by just to apologize for all the crap I gave you and the guys back then. You don't have to respond to this, but if anyone deserves an apology from me, it's gotta be you. Sorry about everything I did to you back in the day. You and the guys truly didn't deserve to be the victims of my juvenile rebellious phase.
Hope you're doing a-okay, and still chasing those dreams of yours. Stay safe as always, Captain!
shizzlestyx--
@MsPenguingirl1234 Aww, I'm glad you're doing good! I know, I'm sorry for taking so long to say all this. I'll be sure to message you sometime, once I get a break from schoolwork! It really is killing me :'D Hope you continue to do good as well! See you around, Kelly.
MsPenguingirl1234
@shizzlestyx-- Hiya, Belle! Of course I remember you! Once I saw the name Kelly, I knew it had to be you as you are the only one that calls me that. I'm pretty sure you weren't the only dramatic kid in OurCrazyFamily because that was a lot of us. As for your second paragraph, we were all immature in some ways. It wasn't just you. You were never a "piece of crap," you were young. We all were young. Thank you about my grandpa. He was very proud of me. I hope that I am a compassionate person. I haven't really changed that much in that aspect I don't think. Thank you (for the congrats on the follower count). I forgave you years ago. Of course I was going to respond! It's a bit late, but that's mostly due to me trying to get my life back on track. Truth to be told, I think that was when I was going through my teenage rebellious phase. Yeah, I'm doing good considering. I will always those dreams of mine. Honestly, your whole message made me cry, especially when you called me Captain. It's been way too long since we've talked. If you want to talk, feel free to message me. I hope you are doing well.
MsPenguingirl1234
My grandpa passed away today. I will try and write, but I can't promise anything.
Also, thank you all for following!
Ilovepjosocomesueme
@MsPenguingirl1234 I’m so sorry for your loss, I know those words feel empty sometimes, but I know what it’s like to lose a grandparent and I just want you to know that we will wait here for your new updates and stories.
MsPenguingirl1234
Tomorrow is my last final exam of this semester. It will also be the hardest as the class is filled with a lot of information. So far, I have passed five out of six classes in the first semester of the Veterinary Technician program that I’m enrolled in.
If I fail this class, I will have to wait until next fall to retake the class and I will not be able to take any other class until I pass the one I failed.
If I pass this class, I will be waiting a year to start the winter semester as doing a hands-on program that was hastily transitioned to being online is difficult for me. I am allowed to take the year off to wait until we can go back onto campus fully.
That being said, I plan on continuing writing and publishing all of the chapters that I have half-written so far.
After my exam tomorrow, I have a lot of things going on, so I won't be able to publish anything until later this week.
Pass or fail, I'm holding my head up and getting ready to tackle the world.
I will be writing again. I apologize for the semester-long hiatus, school has been crazy.
Thank you for reading and commenting on my books, adding them to your reading lists, and for following. It means so much!
Until next time!
-MJ