@themiddlespeakstome_ well it's still the same damn thing, cycle of alternating intense depression and random happiness. I stopped taking serotonin because I know that it's not right for me. Still the same academic pressure and freaking eating disorder.
Physical health is crazy lately, my left eye can't see people anymore and my right eye is starting to blur too. As usual, vomiting and fainting. I'm not getting sleep, the worst is 3-4 days of no sleep straight.
BUT THE WORST PART is when I try to be positive and leave the cycle of this sht I GET BLAMED AND SEEN AS SELFISH. Described me that I'm always motivated during the beginning, IDK WOMAN maybe because when I try to progress you drag me drag me down EVERY SINGLE TIME by making me feel like I'm not doing enough?!
But yeah, um sorry for the info TT overall I'm ok leaning towards not ok TT but yeah I just miss being here, I miss talking to you guys, my story is still in my drafts and so is my poems and crafts TT
Ily maeve, thank you so much
