MsSerenaReign

LOL  I'M THINKING OF WRITING A STORY FOR EITHER MEICHAE OR SODANI BUT THE ENDING KINDA SAD, IT'S INSPIRED BY THE SONG THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY BY KATY PERRY  
          	
          	OR MAYBE A STORY BASED ON NI YAO DE AI ( IT'S A GOOD SONG I PROMISE) 

MsSerenaReign

@Random1212323456 Thank you! I'll try my best in writing 
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Random1212323456

@MsSerenaReign All of those actually sound so good I would read literally any of them
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MsSerenaReign

Ps, regarding the divorce trope, it's not meant to offend people with divorced parents it's just like a cute idea where they have children 
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MsSerenaReign

LOL  I'M THINKING OF WRITING A STORY FOR EITHER MEICHAE OR SODANI BUT THE ENDING KINDA SAD, IT'S INSPIRED BY THE SONG THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY BY KATY PERRY  
          
          OR MAYBE A STORY BASED ON NI YAO DE AI ( IT'S A GOOD SONG I PROMISE) 

MsSerenaReign

@Random1212323456 Thank you! I'll try my best in writing 
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Random1212323456

@MsSerenaReign All of those actually sound so good I would read literally any of them
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MsSerenaReign

Ps, regarding the divorce trope, it's not meant to offend people with divorced parents it's just like a cute idea where they have children 
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MsSerenaReign

Is it just me?
          
          - Katseye has been getting too much hate
          - katseye is slowly fading (I hope not)
          - dani is getting the hate, not her father (unfortunately)
          - sodani fanfic writers are slowly disappearing (no pressure)
          
          
          Ps, Is it a sign to start writing? lol

MsSerenaReign

@Random1212323456 I might write soon TT Cause I noticed about writers disappearing too, and it's kinda scary for me so, i hope that I can finish at least 1 story 
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Random1212323456

@MsSerenaReign yeah I stalk my commenters profiles sometimes and I saw ur message so I thought I'd reply bc Sodani writers are disappearing and we need more and also I'm sure your writing skills are amazing so u should trust urself and publish something bc I would love to read it
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MsSerenaReign

@Random1212323456 I do have plenty of time to start writing soon, and I kinda have a couple of plots already, it's just that I don't trust my writing skills cause yes even though I've been drafting a lot of dramatic writings millions of times already:]] 
            
            I hope the katseye hate train disappears already, the girls are literally one of the sweetest and refreshing groups I've ever seen and heard! And I don't get the fact that they're getting hate more than geffen and that their performance is always getting judged TOO much, I just pray for all to be well
            
            Ps, I was crocheting a pillow, then I saw you reply on my message board! I was confused when I saw your name like HELLO?! THAT'S A FREAKING FASCINATING AUTHOR ON YOUR MESSAGE BOARD REENA!? 
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MsSerenaReign

Is it just me or growing old is so scary
          
          Fck nostalgia I miss everything already 

MsSerenaReign

@gayyforLaforteza i know darling, i know  but life is life so we gotta face it unfortunately 
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gayyforLaforteza

@ MsSerenaReign  :(((
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MsSerenaReign

Is it just me or life has been a little bit too heavy lately.
          
          There's not a single day where you don't experience the following:
          
          -feeling hopeless 
          -feeling friendless
          -feeling insecure 
          -feeling unsafe 
          -a bunch of problems, mentally, physically, socially, and financially 
          -questioning yourself 

MsSerenaReign

My hair was falling out earlier in the hospital. It was caused by stress. Somehow i get blamed for putting effort in projects when I'm literally the one who begs to leave the fcking program. They're saying it all the time, yet, when I say that I can't do it anymore and voices are whispering in my ears all they do was to respond "all your efforts will be wasted" and "It's for your future" and when I'm suffering from time management and pressure somehow it's my fault?

MsSerenaReign

this message may be offensive
I'm gonna vent, even if no one sees this.
          
          How am I gonna cope with everything after this accident, with my body Dysmorphia now that my face is fucking disgusting, with the activities that I'm gonna chase, the groupings that I'm responsible for, the pitying eyes of people that I hate to get. Idk what to do anymore, it's like I'm back at square one.
          
          And I'm frustrated because why does it have to happen to me? But it doesn't mean that I want it to happen to someone else. I'm frustrated because if di nalang sana ako pumasok then none of these would've happened.
          
          Maybe if I- nvm. Maybe the world and fate just really hates me. None of this would have happened if I had died in that accident earlier.

MsSerenaReign

I had another strange dream.
          
           
          I found myself having left my family, accompanied by my friends, Sophie and Yumi.
           
          We journeyed to another country with a woman who had promised us a better life as exchange students.
           
          We did, indeed, become exchange students in a boarding school.
          The initial two weeks were, honestly, wonderful.
           
          But then, abruptly,
           
          At the boarding school, alongside other girls she had recruited, they began to make us wear... peculiar clothes... and trained us in how to "communicate" with people... and other assorted things.
           
          We never truly grasped the situation at first; we were so young. All they told us was to be prepared for when we were...'chosen'... by the clients, for our own good. And we felt a certain happiness initially because... what if this was merely an interview that would aid our studies and lead to contests and competitions?
           
          The day arrived when Yumi was 'chosen'. She was dressed and trained. Sophie and I were excited for her, offering our heartfelt best wishes.
           
          But when she returned... she looked... sad and traumatized... and she wouldn't speak to us, and even worse, she recoiled from any touch. She simply sat there, in the corner of our melancholic room, covering her ears while remaining acutely aware of her surroundings.
           
          The same fate befell Sophie when it was her turn to be chosen. Yet, something was different about her when she came back. My sweet girl clung to me and pleaded, "Reign... do not go there... please don't ruin your life... let's leave!" But each time I tried to ask why, she was forcibly taken away by the woman's staff.
           
          

MsSerenaReign

@Youradorable IKR but maybe because on the same day someone kinda touched my chest in the form of a hug multiple times  
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MsSerenaReign

IT WAS TOO LONG ACKKKK
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