i may not be vocal about everything i feel at some point that i know i will only end up being invalidated – but trust me when i say i notice everything, i can sense the sudden change of tone, the pure insult & half meant offensive jokes. i notice the rolling eyes whenever i say something, i notice the awkward silence– i know when someone's being fake with me. i know and even if you would pretend to act nice – i can smell it. i know and i will find a way to know.