MsUlian

Bruhhh currently working on new chapter of Tidal waves while also monitoring my yt channel, ao3, twitch, etc. It's great! So expect the new chapter to be coming SOON but not... so soon. But DO expect some cute romance!
          	
          	Yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCG_iBRozzyJ07-Rv8Bmsndw
          	Ao3: Uli_Ulian
          	Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/ulibee_

MsUlian

this message may be offensive 
So Ik I haven’t posted in months, again, but here’s a life update:
          
          Almost lost all my friends due to something I wasn’t apart of.
          Found out one of my friends was making fun of me behind my back because I felt disrespected by said friend/s.
          Left that group for a month, found out that everyone thought I was rude for standing up for myself
          Came back to that group only to be called a “tantrum having head ass” by the friend who made fun of me
          Cried myself to sleep because some of my closer friends decided to joke about when I stood up for myself while I was in the call. 
          
          So yeah. Lots of drama. And everyone keeps telling me to stay friends with these people because they don’t mean to hurt me. That’s the fucking problem. I know they don’t want to hurt me, but they do. And when I spoke out about it (multiple times) I got made fun of and undermined.

Toki_isdone

@MsUlian you deserve better than that, it doesn't matter if they didn't mean to hurt you, they still did, and continue to do so when you stand up for yourself, I'm sorry if that came off as rude, hope things get better for you <3
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Ooka-chan

@ MsUlian  aww that's so sweet but I guess it's because I'm too empathetic and have too much compassion (really too much) 
            At any rate, I really wish you the best! I know you're very kind too and you deserve some friends who really listen to you! 
            And if you need to talk and no one is here, I can be here if you want! I'm not that good in english and we don't really know each other, but it's important to have someone to talk about bad things!!
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MsUlian

@Ooka-chan You’re good! You’re a kind person and care for people you don’t even know. That’s a respectful trait that you should be proud of.
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MsUlian

I can't believe I forgot to post this -- uh. so. um...
          On March 14th, we had to put down my childhood cat. He'd been with me since I was one years old, after my brother had died as well. So he was like a brother to me.
          
          I got his ashes today, and I've been taking it relatively okay. Sometimes it's hard, but I'm getting through it. Anyway, I'm still hoping to get a new chapter out this month, but I do not promise anything due to this all.