Im so tired, like so tired. My family are the frikin reason why.
"Why dont you share secrets with me anymore ? "
BECAUSE YOU WILL USE IT WITH YOUR GOSSIPS.
"Why do you not cry infront of us? You're supposed to let out sadness"
IT DID BUT WITH GUILTY IT FILLED ME, YOU SAID TO MANY PEOPLE THAT I CRIED WITH THEM JUDGEMENTAL, CAUSING ME TO FORCE MYSELF NOT TO CRY WHEN I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO DO SINCE IM STILL A MINOR.
"Why do you always repeat your outfits? Its the 2nd time this week. "
BECAUSE WITH YOUR EYES, I SEE JUDGEMENTAL, "OH! PICK ANOTHER ONE, OH! DON'T WEAR THAT. "
SHUT UP SHUT UP.
Please enough please. I'm tired. I don't wanna do this anymore. All I do is hurting myself. Please no.
AND NO, I don't want to say this just so you can pity me, I just said this because I wanted to let all my problems out. Thank you
-shuzemie..