Have you ever just started crying, because you just read a real!I was fanfuc, and then your friend who is a girl, who you have a tiny crush on calls you, and you don't want to answer, because you're a MESS, but you don't want to be rude, so you answer and then she asks if you're ok so genuinely that you just start bawling and she gets super worried about you and you're trying to explain to her that you're TOTALLY FINE, when you're TOTALLY NOT, and so you finally calm down and explain why you are crying and then you guys talk for a while and then you have to hang up but you don't want to, but you have to eat, so then you hang up and bawl your eyes out some more and go on rambling about how she's such a good friend? Yeah, me neither.(jk it literally just happened)