Muichiro_Is_Cute
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Everyone knows that I got a kitten in september. She was about 8 weeks old. Yesterday, March 17th, 2026, my mom came home on her lunch break like she does every day. The house was a mess. The piano that mom and dad had to hire movers to move into our house was moved a good 6in from where it was supposed to be. There was shit everywhere. Mom cleaned everything up in the living room, then went into the kitchen to find Olive. She was dead in between the island and the sink. The dogs fucking killed her. Mom held her in her arms for 2 hours. She didn’t go back to work. We had her for 6 months, 2 weeks, and 3 days. She was only around 8 months old. I know probably none of you care that much, but she was my light. I don’t know if I can live without her. I don’t want to eat or drink anything. I want to get drunk and forget everything. I wish I could turn back time and put her in my room before I left for school. I haven’t seen dad cry since Lucy died in 7th grade. Today is Milo’s birthday too. Mom’s birthday is on Friday. Her present is a dead Olive. Sorry if I’m rambling, I just don’t know what to do. We’re waiting until the ground thaws for us to bury her at the lake. Dad put her in a box with a blanket so she’s comfy and put her in the freezer. I don’t know what to do without her. I keep thinking I hear her meow and seeing her run down the stairs. My best friend got me a cat stuffed animal that looks like her for my birthday. I made a bed for her on my bed and put the stuffed animal on the bed. I’m pretending that it’s Olive. I went to bed hoping when I woke up it would just be a bad dream. It wasn’t. Dad wanted to take 2 of the dogs and bring them to the farm to shoot them. Mom said no because she didn’t want to lose 3 pets in one day. The dogs are outside right now. Dad put up a barrier in the garage so they could stay warm but not come in the house.
I’m sorry for rambling and venting I just don’t know what else to do
Muichiro_Is_Cute
Thank you all, I’m actually crying rn and I’m so glad I have support from all of you. I know I don’t know any of you irl, but I love you all. Sorry if that sounds weird
CatCatCat111
@Muichiro_Is_Cute I read every word of this and my heart is honestly breaking for you. Please don't ever apologize for rambling or venting. I'm just glad you felt like you could share this, because I definitely care, and there's lots of people here who care, too. Olive sounded like such a beautiful light in your life, and it’s completely valid that you feel so lost and overwhelmed right now. Please try to be as gentle with yourself as possible, even if that just means holding onto the stuffed animal your friend got you and taking things one minute at a time. I’m sending so much love to you and your family!
