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today would’ve been your 20th birthday, my god i miss you. the pain has gotten better but your absence is making more and more of an impact. i love you. i love you. i wish i could’ve saved you, i hope you’re resting peacefully.

umm... hi yall. um... its been a long ass time. ima try and update soon but i just graduated highschool and im tryna get evrything together for college so idk how much ima update but ima at least write somthing. thansk for the support. love yall <3 
          
          ps. any requests on what i should update first??

hello…IM SORRY…i will be updating soon. i love you all

exactly one year ago, you decided that you couldn’t fight anymore. that you just couldn’t take it . one year ago, you left everything behind. one year ago, my heart was ripped from my chest. when i found out, it hurt so bad. i didn’t think it would hurt even worse a year later . i love you. god, i love you. i miss you, more than i can ever explain. 

359 days. it still hurts like hell

358 days since you left. I miss you.

i have posted multiple parts on "deep" including some poetry i have written. if you would like to read, go ahead. hope you enjoy. I am finished for the night. good night

i have made a book where i will say the things I can't say out loud. i will write how I feel . if you would like to, you can comment below each chapter with how you feel. and ik you're all waiting for an update on all of my books. but its just a little too hard rn. I feel like I can't breath. I have no ideas. no motivation. I have nothing. so yes, I will be uploading on my book called "deep" and not the others rn. if you comment underneath my chapters  on "deep" about any of my other books, you will be blocked. I am trying my best to live my life and deal with everything happening so the last thing I need is pressure from you guys. so "deep" is a safe space. comment your thoughts if you are comfortable to do so. I don't even really expect anyone to read "deep" but like I said before, it is for the things I cannot say outloud.  I'm not gonna sit here and preach as to why you should fight harder to survive when it comes to "deep" because, I understand how hard it is. I'm not gonna ask anything of you. just let it out. thank you for listening.

hey…so it’s been a while . um.. so my life and my mental health is extremely bad rn so im trying to update every book that i have posted and it’s like it’s just not working. I’m trying my best guys so please don’t comment asking me to update. i will update as soon as i can. i love you guys <3. (also thank you sooooooo much for 13k reads on my Jordan baker book. it means the world to me that you guys actually like my writing.)

also guys we are almost at 10k reads with the jb imagines book like wtffff ?!!!? thank you all so much . i am great full for all of you <3