Hi i know don't post much here but this is the only place that no one really know me So i just wanna express my feelings...Im not that close to my dad and its fucked up cause i know hes trying his best to support us but idk...Im mad at myself for not being close with him to not comfort him im not even comfortable when im around him And i dont know if thats a daughter behavior and tbh while im writing this im bawling my eyes out...And tbh...my parents deserve a better daughter than im i i dont deserve them...i always disappoint them And my siblings i also don't deserve them cause when they did a little mistake i get mad easily bacause of my anger issues and ended up hurting them which is fucked up Tbh i dont really deserve to live anymore...I always ended up hurting people i just wanna run away to the place where i can get a good start...Im such a disappointment