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@Multistanforlifeee You shouldn't be sorry at all, I just realized it makes me very uncomfortable, and going through y situation rn, it just makes me sick, absolutely sick. I'll get over it, but rn t just feels wrong. Like I'll throw up. I still ly tho. 
            
            (Listening to 'The Story' by Conan Gray (He's so ngh~ I didn't say that.) to keep the hope alive that I have a chance but at the same time listening to 'Feather' by Sabrina Carpenter to try and forget him...)  #NOTHAPPENINGANYTIMESOON)

@SortofBored Oh. Yeah, I'm sorry..I won't say anything like that anymore to you. I won't intrude on anything either.

@Multistanforlifeee  I do like it, but I've set a new rule w myself, and I hate to do this to you, but can we not call each other names or anything anymore? It sort of makes me sick now...for, reasons...

@Multistanforlifeee I really like the constantly changing Blueberry skies part. How it feels happy, fairy tale, carnival, almost like you're high on love, then it's unsure of how you should be feeling, in between love and hate, then accepting that you're broken, you'll continue to love, but it will slowly kill you. 
            
            Bloody mid-day skies, chapped n' dried out lips. (This line conveys that his lack of her, his lack of 'moisture' or 'life' has caused him to deflate or become dry, dying slowly.) 
            
            Wish I could kiss, but I don't know why. (This line conveys that he still wants to kiss her, but doesn't know why since he knows she's not an option.) 
            
            Far distant eyes, fallin' from these highs. (This line conveys how he is unfocused because of his situation, and is 'falling' from his emotional high or pleasure at seeing her because it hurts to interact now.) 
            
            Wish I could find, a way to try. (This line conveys how he can't find a good comping mechanism, or way to let her go and move on.) 
            
            I could do the other ones, but I already thought abt this middle one in depth.(Didn't comment in the right place lmao.)

@Multistanforlifeee I didn't think abt in that way, but yeah, ig it IS toxic. But it's not Shono, it's Senju, the one who is writing the song who is. This is supposed to be basically him confessing his delusional love for her, wanting to be, but not, and hating her but loving her, so he's directing his blame at Hiori, and yeah...
            
            (Why do I low-key feel like you're talking abt OUR relationship...it's okay if u r but, I'd like to know...okay? I'm still yours, I still love you the same, no matter what you change or what you think, NEVER disregard anything I say b/c when I give compliments or say nice things I DAMN WELL mean them. You are beautiful, you are strong, but you are vulnerable. And that's okay too! We'll get thru it tg.)

@SortofBored Uhm ignore the ring comment. Pretend it isn't there.

@Multistanforlifeee Well yeah, but remember that I do all my writing on my laptop, so the banners may look fine to you, but they usually look super pixelated and stretched out to me. That Hiori one better be coming out by the time I start publishing his fic. (Which I'm afraid I'm not even gonna be okay w publishing on the date I have it set for *cries*)

@SortofBored No, no you did eat!! Also, I can always help find some inspo on our board we have on Pinterest? I LOVEEE looking for themes!! Infact i have a Hiori one all ready, and a reo&bachira theme ready too..AWW I HATE SCHOOL SM. MY TEACHERS SUCK AHH.

@SortofBored OH BET! I'll change my theme to red!! 

@Multistanforlifeee Honestly I'd have to see a picture I js can't imagine that...like two of my friends did it but idk if it's the same color/variety.

@SortofBored Hehehe...I dyed it a really deep red!! It is honestly sooooo cuteee. I also got more layers and stuff :^ 

@Multistanforlifeee Omg the one lay that Muku is the lead in, the Floral Prince, (HE LOOKS SO DAMN FINE HIS FLORAL PRINCE SSR CARD ISTG) Yuki plays two roles. A very mysterious 'Hunter Boy' but he's also the Princess, so in the translations there was so. MUCH. ZEST. It wasn't even zesty, that shit was TANGY!!!!! They spoke one sentence and all I could hear was gay fr...

@SortofBored Mood. (UGH FR, A3 IS SOOOOO UNDERRATED?? AND F9R WHAT??.Ugrh. I love bllk smmm. Would die for my hubbys., and you to sweetheart.)  OOOOO!!! That sounds entertaining!! (Oh yeah no, there is no way they aren't fruity.)
            
            I LOVE THE PFP IT EATS SMM..Awww thank youu, that made me smileee. Cute. AHHH I CAN'T WAITTTTT!!! 

@Multistanforlifeee Muichiro, Chigiri, Yuki, Muku, and Azami have me in a chokehold. (I love the fact that THREE of them are from A3! like more ppl really need to be introduced into the world of HOT MEN. Ig BLLK is that too...) I found a person on Tumblr who does translations of the sever's so I can 'play' the game basically. I've gotten caught up on sm MukuYuki lore fr. (No one will ever be able to convince me that they are not at least a LITTLE gay.) 
            
            Azami looks so bbg in my pfp and I'm in love w the color of the flowers. U always have the best theme's tho. Idk, smth abt them makes me smile. I have exactly a week left before I go back to publishing, and then the Hiori fic should come out mid-February or smth like that.

@SortofBored Right, I was half awake when I posted this....THANK YOU DARLING <33

@Multistanforlifeee *Colleges

@MIVI3L_ I SAW ONE, ONE TIK TOK AND MY OBSESSION IS BACK....

@Multistanforlifeee real