Life update and about my books:
1.lifeupdate
2.about my books in general
3.Kiribaku ff (In need of help)
4.Möbelhaus (In the comments)
1.
I am currently in the last exam stages of school and life is busy tho I plan on writing again in the future so maybe like summer or smtg however, my books are a few years old since I last touched them especially the first chapters and I kind of remember what they were about and omg thinking about the content makes me cringe at myself.
I've developed/changed for the better, got into a (healthy) relationship and see things more realisticly (if thats a word).
2.
The stuff I wrote is giving "I'm 14 and this is deep" vibes.
If I get the energy and motivation, I will rewrite them with better strukture and hopefully more emotions and higher quality in general.
The angst and gore that I occasionally wrote will change but I will try to keep it at a dark level just better because I know that there is still a younger audience that likes it the way I wrote it, its just not something for me anymore. (And probably also for those who also got "older" by now)
3.
To me, especially my kiribaku ff just feels like its been written in a way that resembles ticking things off a list, like things are happening so fast, no real transitions that make sense and just too much emotional up and downs like in one second all is good the next is chaos and for my taste, the way I displayed the characters is just too extrem and written as if everyone is in their tight bubble and not open for change.
I do want to change all of that but ehhh having to read what I wrote will be a pain in the ass.
