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@MushVroomm
          
          Even if you never read this, I want you to know:
          
          I loved you too.
          And I appreciated you more than I ever managed to say. 
          I loved every conversation we had, sweetheart.
          You gave me back the confidence that people genuinely enjoy talking to me. You made me smile at my notifications again. 
          We never met. 
          I never knew the color of your eyes or the sound of your voice. 
          I don't even know what you looked like. 
          But I knew you anyway. 
          I could read your mood in your punctuation. 
          I knew what made you laugh, what you dreamed about, what you hoped for.
          
          You would have been a wonderful teacher. 
          I know that with all my heart. 
          I was so proud of you for wanting to take that step, for building a future for yourself. 
          And yes, you probably would have been someone's gay awakening too—because that's just the circle of life. *.*
          
          Your account disappeared long before you did.
          
          God, I missed you here after that.
          
          But I always imagined you were somewhere out there, living your life, thriving, becoming the person you wanted to be. 
          It comforted me to think that our paths had simply drifted apart.
          That you had people who made you smile at your texts, people who got to experience your sweet emojis.
          
          Now I know you've gone somewhere else entirely.
          
          A place I can't reach.
          A place no message can cross.
          
          I could write a thousand beautiful things. 
          I could search for perfect words and gather every poem I know. 
          But all of it would come back to the same truth:
          
          I miss you.
          And I love you.
          
          And I hope with all my heart, that there is a heaven where you are finally, completely happy. 
          A place where every hurt has loosened its grip. 
          A place where your laughter comes easily.
          
          You deserved that happiness.
          You still do.
          
          Sending you the biggest hug, sweetheart.
          
          Goodbye♡

@deearest    
          
              
          Hello, Ms. Author!  
              
          God it's been so long since I've started like this..with a cheerful ass (respectfully) hello.  
              
          Umm..anyways, I'm Zeya..Dandeloveraa..HerLastLetterr..the oldy who got into a situationship, a relationship, and a break up in the span of four months..your spamming reader..your annoying ass (respectfully) check-ins..whatever you call me in your head really. My other account got banned..okay surprise. I didn't really care.    
              
          I know I'll be rumbling a lot in this message since I started like that..okay.    
              
          I don't know how to start..wait i already did BUT, let me be myself..    
              
          Uh..I know you haven't been on for a while, since 25th of March really. I've been worried. Honestly, I've been DREADING as much as you may think that I'm overreacting. I mean..my mind automatically goes places, really, just instincts. I hope they're nothing like I imagined. You know what I mean smart lady.    
              
          I hope it was just graduation, okay.. I've said this many many times. Just in the other account. Deleted by now.. =∆=    
              
          I really hope you're fine..well, if you're seeing this, then that's a relief enough.. And if you've already done graduation..then I'm really proud of you, well..even if you haven't.    
              
          BUTTTT if you have, I really mean it. Congratulations. For both graduating..and being a valedictorian. That's a huge achievement even I can't imagine. I'm really really proud of you I feel like a grandma I haven't even made it to my 30s gosh..    
              
          Okay I'm crying lmao. Unnecessary information but that's me hello.=>    
              
          And if you can, give yourself some time to rest before throwing yourself into the next thing. you're still young. Not that it's my place to talk about your personal life. Just advice. =~=
              
          Oh yeah I'm also back with my cute ass (respectfully) emojis. I got told I seemed dry without them, thanks and sorry.