I hate my voice, yet i would talk to you.i hate my smile, yet i would smile at you.I hate my personality, yet i would change my whole personality for you. I hate my words, everything i said seems surreal and i wish my words were true. I am sorry for how i treated you back then, it was myself and i was not my in control, if i had a second chance i would say i wouldn't want to appear in your life as you Said i am just a bother, annoying and such, i am sorry.