I deleted all of my message from your boards, also apologized multiple times to Achu, hope my messages reach you out. I know I'm not that important to you nor my words means anything to you, but I wanted to say something... I have faith one day you'll see this message, maybe till then things would be drastically changed... but I don't care... if someday a thought crosses your mind... I hope you think about me and think whatever happened between us... was it so big deal that you left me without a message?
You and Achu... you both are so much similar in matters of taking revenge, but somehow so apart too... since it I convince her, she accepts me again every time. Fault always of course stays mine cuz I feel like I'm not very... you can say, I'm not very perfect. I'm trying to be better everyday. Some scars, some ointments... it's just going... I'm trying to be better person for everyone.
That day too fault was all mine. I shouldn't have been over smart, I shouldn't have talked back in a friendly aloofness. I should have put my ego and pride on shelf and reply you properly with the due respect you deserve. I forgot that Yes I was friend with you.. but there is a line in friendship too. The moment you messaged me after so many months, I should have just savour the moment in place of acting as a mad child.
My one word made you left like I never existed for you. Ill remember to give respect and politeness to people my whole life after that. My one angry word... a three lettered "Yes!?" Could make this painful change in my life, I never knew.
Sorry. I'm so sorry for the pain I caused you, I'm just not deserving of great friends, I understood that day why I dont have many friends. My ego, my own self esteem will never let me.
I just saw your message of 2024 on my mb. The last msg. After that I tried to reach you many times... no response. And I just hope you read it, and later carry on your life happily.
