Andreas

I'm alone again
          Its hard, but I can refrain
          No tears
          No cuts
          No ropes
          No shots
          It hurts
          Deep within
          That's the way it's always been
          I can't cry
          Nor can I scream
          I want to hurt myself
          To the extreme
          I want to live
          I want to die
          I want to laugh
          I want to cry
          I want to shout
          I want to pout
          But nothing matters anymore
          You're ugly
          You're stupid
          You're worthless
          You're mad
          You're bad
          You're weird
          I wish I had just disappeared
          Cut me down
          Then build me up
          Throw me down
          Laugh at me like i'm a clown
          You ask
          You laugh
          You pretend
          You smile
          Are you okay?
          No.
          Yes.
          Maybe.
          Sorta.
          Kinda.
          Do you even care?
          I'm fine.
          Just divine
          I can smile
          And I can laugh
          I can hide
          I can pretend
          I can blend in.
          

@MusicAsMyHeartBeat You speak wise words.

Guys should be taught in school how to tie a tie.

Dancing is the loftiest, the most moving, the most beautiful of the arts, because it is not mere translation or abstraction from life; it is life itself. - Havelock Ellis