Musical_Emo_Kitten
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Musical_Emo_Kitten
Musical_Emo_Kitten
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Mother cut my hair and it looks pretty bad. She also got angry at me this morning for having a bad panic attack beacaude all I could think about was how everyone was going to think I'm more hideous and hate on me. Guess what? There hasn't been one person today who didn't comment on it so far. I am not okay in the slightest and tbh I am tempted to make myself puke and just go home. People are so fucking scary idk how you guys can go through your daily life being around people and not freaking out about it. I can't even talk to my parents about what is most likely social anxiety because father doesn't give two shits and mother no doubt will go on another rampage on how nothing bad happens in my life, I'm overreacting, and that depression/anxiety are things I saw online and are faking for attention. I wish we had the money to get me to a doctor so I could talk to them about it and actually get some help because I'm so damn miserable. I was supposed to go to therapy that the psychiatric hospital I got sent to, by my current school, was going to pay for but I never got to go to my first session. I can't talk to my few irl friends because it just bothers, annoys, depresses, and drains them. I hate talking to Arkady about this stuff because his issues are more important to me. Sorry for this rant thing, I guess I just needed to get some stuff off my chest. I'll work on my books now, bye.
Silentstory132
If you feel bad, come talk to me. I don't want anybody feeling bad and I want to try my best to help you. Don't want anyone reading my books and voting regularly to feel sad ^^
lucastiddymilk
hey my d00d
Musical_Emo_Kitten
My head feels like it's being smashes in with Thor's hammer and my vision keeps going from fine to blurry af, plus I feel close to vomiting. I still have to do my class work though so...
DeducingAngel
No, but seriously, every time I look at your profile name, I want to know if you have a brother profile named Dean
DeducingAngel
Hey fanfriend, do you get on AO3? If you do, there's a book I'm a co-author for, that I think you'd really enjoy! It's a book of Destiel AU one-shots, message me if you want to know more!
DeducingAngel
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NO! YOU ARE FUCKING AWESOME AND PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! GO FUCKING EAT A SINGLE CHIP FOR ALL I CARE, BUT FUCKING EAT! ILY FAM, DO NOT MAKE ME LOSE YOU LIKE I LOSE EVERYONE ELSE! EAT!