MusicalsAre_Life
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I accidentally logged into my friends abandoned wattpad by accident and I realized his last message was something like "Does anyone else wish they could just go into a coma and float idk" after a bunch of vent posts. I wonder if anyone thought he actually ended his shit. He is very much alive. Well hes sick but hes alive and still friends. Anyways I just wanted to log on to look for shitty Hetalia fanfics. I can't believe I'm quite literally doing my learners test for driving tomorrow and I am still doing this stuff. At least I'm not depressed and suicidal anymore. AND I have more than two friends so actually it does get better. I don't think anyone will even see this. I think all my followers left this site. I mean even at 16 I feel ancient on this site, I think I outgrew this site the second I got into high school. I now vent post on tumblr like an almost adult and read my fanfiction on ao3. This site is nostalgic in the worst way. I was such a miserable middle schooler, I really only remember middle school because of how bad my mental health was. I really had no reason to live. If I had to do it again I would not make it. I really am happy that even though I'm still as deeply invested in fandom stuff as I was on here, my life is so much better. Like I still have struggles but my worst day is still better than my best day when I was still active here. Anyways I'm just saying stuff into the void I should go do what I meant to. And I should probably do my accounting homework considering I need that to be an accountant. And I should study for my learners test. And probably should do my English project too. Yeah I need to manage my time better bye bye