Musicalvaibs005

I came across this quote that said “If you get on the wrong train, get off at the earliest station. The further you go, the more difficult it is to return.” It felt like someone had violently shaken me back to reality. What if I am on the wrong train and it’s already late for me to get off? I could give you hundred reasons as to why I can’t, but the core of it all is fear; fear of being the failure, fear of being the disappointment, fear of not being able to fulfil wishes that younger me would have wanted. What if I choose to not get off the train? What if I choose to continue until the last station so I don’t have to deal with my fears materialising? What if I choose the world over my own self? What if doing all of this is what breaks me and hurts 10 year old me? What if I disappoint her…..the one person who I want to ensure is happy and proud of me? Would it still be worth it? Would the last station really be worth it?

Musicalvaibs005

I came across this quote that said “If you get on the wrong train, get off at the earliest station. The further you go, the more difficult it is to return.” It felt like someone had violently shaken me back to reality. What if I am on the wrong train and it’s already late for me to get off? I could give you hundred reasons as to why I can’t, but the core of it all is fear; fear of being the failure, fear of being the disappointment, fear of not being able to fulfil wishes that younger me would have wanted. What if I choose to not get off the train? What if I choose to continue until the last station so I don’t have to deal with my fears materialising? What if I choose the world over my own self? What if doing all of this is what breaks me and hurts 10 year old me? What if I disappoint her…..the one person who I want to ensure is happy and proud of me? Would it still be worth it? Would the last station really be worth it?

Musicalvaibs005

I had this crazy idea of writing a story as a musical but then left it as I can't write lyrics.....:( 
          Should I give it a go?????

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PJO_forever_and_ever

@Musicalvaibs005 ofc you should! It sounds really interesting! I'd love to read something like this!
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Musicalvaibs005

Hey guys!!! I was thinking of changing my username from @Musicalvibes005 to something else. But I had this sudden panic momemt that my reading lists might get deleted and the people I followed will be unfollowed. Will my reading lists be safe after changing the username??
          (P.S. Something similar happened to me in another app.  That's why I am asking)

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riverxnile-

@Musicalvibes005 don't worry it won't. I've changed my username twice before, and the only thing that happens, is if someone has tagged you in a book or reply or message board or something, the name you previously had won't change and it'll just say this user no longer exists. Followers will stay the same and your reading lists will be safe don't worry!!!!!
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TheRebelll

Heyyyyy! I am an amateur writer over here on wattpad and am writing my first book currently. If you would give it a chance then I would really appreciate it. 
          
          It is called "You are written in my Stars".
          The link is here,
          https://my.w.tt/bEdhD7CKm9

TheRebelll

@Musicalvibes005 thank u so much❤️❤️
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Musicalvaibs005

@TheRebelll Sure!!!
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