Mwezzie33
New ciR chap out now
Mwezzie33
Aura_Rash_radicals
GIRLLL- A NEW BL JUST GO RELEASED (omegaverse, and i'm screaming rn)
Aura_Rash_radicals
@Mwezzie33 Damn!!! I'm gonna binge the rest of them today (really excited for Boss and Max though)
Aura_Rash_radicals
Why is it so hard for me to catch up with you? I really miss you T_T
deluluskzsimp
Hiii, it's been long. How've you been?
Mwezzie33
@deluluskzsimp Pinterest is easiest for me since like I said my mom controls/looks over my insta My Pinterest is @Isaryn00
deluluskzsimp
@Mwezzie33 im sure if there is anyone that can pull through, it's you. with CiR, i did continue today, i have to take a break because im far behind on some scheduled work but i'll get back to it later. btw, i followed you on insta (@airaa.jpeg) but i can also talk to you on Pinterest or anything else if you mind
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Mwezzie33
@deluluskzsimp Kinda okay kinda not? Had a relapse and almost killed myself, but I’m getting my healthiest because k am depressed so life’s peak :) Have you continued reading ciR?
Mwezzie33
Did anyone on this app know I ride? And liek that I train problematic and young horses all summer?
If not yall know now and I am really happy to inform that I’ll maybe (just maybe tho) will be getting my own horse
Which will be the horse I’ve been training for 3 years now and that is the reason I’m still alive
Mwezzie33
Man I’ve been putting books into shelf’s for almost 2 hours now TwT
I’m fuckin tired and I can’t even listen to music while I’m doing it :(
Get me outta here, I still have 2 hours of work before I have my break TwT
Mwezzie33
@astridxoxo09 omg so sorry for just answering now TwT The break that day was really great cuz one of my best friends came by to say hello and I spend half of the break with her and the other half I was watching a bl Right now I’m at home with another one of my best friends I’m doing alright since I’ might be getting a horse Als I might get my soul horse :) And it’s okay! Thx for asking
astridxoxo09
@Mwezzie33 im here a lil late but how was the break? also are u at work? also how are u doing? sorry if im asking too much stuff at once
Mwezzie33
So yesterday I cried for 5 hours straight because of all the horrible things the human kind has done and is doing to earth and it’s beautiful creatures (also cried because the dinosaurs died)
astridxoxo09
@Mwezzie33 we r horrible arent we? honestly earth can live without us we cant live without earth
Mwezzie33
Somedays I wonder if there’s a sense in everything. If there’s a reason all of it is happening.
Somedays I wonder if I have a sense. If it’s still there of if it left a while ago.
Somedays I wonder what I’m supposed to be.
How I’m supposed to act.
Somedays I wonder if there is a meaning to me.
To my breathing.
To my heart beat.
To my loving.
To my pain.
To my sacrifice.
To my los.
Most of all I wonder if there’s a sense behind my yearning.
Behind that clawing, soul ripping feeling that keeps getting the upper hand of me.
Somedays I wonder if all I am ever meant to experience is loving from afar.
Watching others fall in and out of love, but never getting to love through it myself.
Somedays I wonder if I watch all of these romance series just to see what I can’t have.
Somedays I wonder if I’m even supposed to still be alive or if my story has long ended.
If it was supposed to end that day.
That failed attempt.
Maybe it wasn’t meant to fail.
Maybe my story ended there because in the eyes of the world I am no longer of existence.
Somedays I wonder if staying is the right thing.
It isn’t if my story is already at its end, is it?
astridxoxo09
@Mwezzie33 firstly you deserved that sleep ik sometimes it feels too much but hey you needed it that sounds fun its alright hun it will take time...maybe a lot of time maybe little but trust me itll be better
Mwezzie33
@astridxoxo09 I legit just woke up, had 11 hours of sleep which only shows how bad I’m doing right now But I’m meeting up with my dance crew on which my bsf are in and we’ll go to a KPop store Also my dad bought me a key and onew ver of SHINee‘s new album I’m not all that better, but the sleep def helped me
FerretXChick143
HAPPY PRETTY GIRL DAY!!!!❤️
If you get this, then it means you are very pretty n loved.
Tomorrow, something will make you happy, but you have to tell 10 girls.
Hope I get one back!❤️✨
Just copy and paste this to 10 very pretty girls! NO group chats!
Good luck! <3
After you do it, check your keyboard!
143seungmin4eva
HAPPY PRETTY GIRL DAY!!!!❤
If you qet this, then it means you are very pretty n loved.
Tomorrow, something will make you happy, but you have to tell 10 girls.
Hope I get one back! ❤✨
Just copy n paste this to 10 very pretty girls!
NO group chats.
Good luck! <3
After you do it, check your keyboard.