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Just cried so hard but was in front of mum and just kinda infodumped a lot and now she says she’s signing me up to chat with a professional in the morning 

Just began hyperfixating hard on HTTYD again and have decided a good date would be to watch all the movies and takeout 

Be gay, do crime :))

Hey welcome back, haven't talked in a while

Anyway, here's wonderwall

Man, imagine being in love. Imagine having a job and earning a living and being something other than a mess living in your parent's attic listening to shitty music because that's the only fucking thing you know how to do.
          I used to be fucking funny, I used to be good at roleplay other than ERP, I used to enjoy my art, and now I'm just some little gremlin rat begging for attention by just spewing random bullshit in the hopes of some good reaction. What is wrong with me? When did I turn into this boring sack of fucking shitty emotions. I wish I could wipeover and start again, be better, be BETTER, being fucking ANYTHING but this would be so much BETTER.
          I've been having so many nightmares about committing murder, or being eaten alive, and I can't even go in the street without having some unwarrented paranoia and it's fucking me up. I don't know what I want, but I don't want this.
          Sorry, I would say this at least helped me, but it didn't. I can still feel this rock stuck in my chest, like I ate something too big and now it's lodged right over my heart and I don't know how to get it out. It's like it's eating me from the inside, like my nightmares, and I'm tired of being this way. I'm just tired.

I got this stinkin app again

Me, just trynna watch memes:
          YouTube: OwO horny? Condom ad??

Ego: I wanna try degradation 
          Harem follower: Okay
          -later-
          Follower: Is that all you can do, cabinet slut?
          Ego: I’ll snap your dick, buddy-