Have you ever felt alone or lost. Well I have and it's not a pleasant feeling to have.
Is it a problem, do you have a cure for it?
Most people say love can cure, and fix any insecurity you may have.
But what do those people tell their peers when the person that is suffering from their insecurities, have phi-lo-phobia, or at-ale-phobia.
Those people can't be loved.
They make it impossible for themselves to fall into a world of perfection, dreams, deep talks, and possibly, just maybe some happiness.
I feel helpless, alone, sad, pressured, and nervous.
I sometimes wonder if I can ever be loved?
I mean aren't I just like everybody else?
I'm just like any other girl I have all the right parts, I'm nice, smart, normal.....I guess?
Maybe it's because I'm not social, I don't really talk to anyone.
I just don't see why I should make an effort to draw attention to myself, when they obviously can care way less about being my friend.
Maybe they don't talk to me because they all think I just want to have a huge make out session in front of all of them.
It's not my fault that my first kiss happened to be with a girl.
I'm not denying the fact that I might have feelings for girls later on in my life.
I just hate the label.
I haven't even been kissed by a guy because I'm not up to their "standards", it's fucking ridiculous!
So for now I will be eternally confused, and completely bored out of mine.
.......Yeah that's pretty much it?
So if anyone wants to talk, I'll be here.
I mean it's not like I have a boy/girlfriend holding me back!
Ha ha......no........not funny?
Okay....bye I guess
