Phoenix

Hi everyone. I'm sorry for leaving again. I just released a new story to replace Lovely. Breaking Down is mostly about the last few months of my life with a few tweaks. If it's okay, can I post a chapter in the story about why I wrote it? If not, it's okay

I had a question that I can't answer myself. I wanted you guys to help me figure out which story I should update. I've gotten better to the point where I focus on things other than my health and school. So can you all help me out with this? You guys can pick up to three stories since that's how many stories I'm updating. I'll pick the most requested stories to update. 

This is my first update in a long time, so I wanted to say why I wasn't updating. I was self harming in school because of all the abuse I had gone through and a DCS( Department of Child Services)case was opened because I was being sexually abused. I was put in a mental hospital for 2 weeks. My now ex broke up with me 1 week after I got out. The next month, out of anger, I overdosed(not on a heavy medication). I was in another hospital for a week. The next few months were a challenge because my abuser had a restraining order but was violating it. In January I was put in a hospital for planning suicide. I moved to a new state the next month because DCS wouldn't allow me to stay in the state because I was then contemplating murder. I moved cross country by myself to be with the rest of my family. I was ok until the nightmares started. A week later I overdosed again on a heavier medication 3 days before my 14 birthday. I was in a medical hospital where the doctor said I was not schizophrenic (in the first hospital I was diagnosed schizophrenic with bipolar disorder) but I did have severe PTSD. I'm now talking to a therapist and taking medication to help me. For now my health is more important than updating, but I hope to update before Christmas. And if that doesn't happen, then before my 15 birthday (the end of March). I'm working hard on new chapters for my books, so I might update with filler chapters for the books. I'm sorry for the long, unannounced hiatus