I have an amazing girlfriend, with one fucked up life. I would've ended it all with this knife. Thanks to her I still have will power to fight. I know it doesn't mean much but I love you and I'm sorry for what I've done look into my eye's and you'll see a scared little boy ready to just run. This boy isn't a boy its merely his own demon so stick this knife deep and leave him there bleeding. I know what I say may cause some pain so lets turn this around and say ohhhhh my god life is one big game. i'm happy for who I've found <3 love you jasmine if words could describe how I feel about you I think you would understand why I do the things I do.