Hello, It's now 2017 and I've been 18 for about a month. What I wanted to do with myself when I was 15 was write stories. That still hasn't changed, I'm majoring in Creative Writing and I hope to write proper stories for you guys.
I'll honestly be surprised if any of you from the past read this but if you do, hello and I'm going to tell you right now why I could never finish Heart Headlock.
The main reason why I couldn't get myself to write just three more chapters is because I lost motivation and inspiration. To be honest I don't think I ever truly loved this book. And because I didn't truly love it, I wasn't truly proud of it. I felt myself sometimes just writing to make you guys happy and not because I loved writing. The reason why I didn't like this story so much is for a lot of little reasons that added up But it's in the past so i'm not going to ponder on it but...
I had a good ending for the story. A nice one:)
I haven't written in three years and now that i'm in college, majoring in creative writing I feel like I should get back into it aha. Which is why I'm starting fresh.
I used to tell myself that I couldn't start another book until I finished Heart Headlock and I regret telling myself that so much because it blocked my creativity and now I've forgot a lot of the stories I had archiving in my head. But that's all changing now.
I'm moving to a new account and starting over. I'm also rewriting Heart Headlock. The plot will be the same but everything else will probably change. It's not going to be a fan fiction anymore but and actual book. Please look forward to it. But its going to take some time.
I honestly don't have anything else to say but if you're reading this, please give me another chance. I have always loved you all and your comments always made me so warm inside. Thank you for loving my book and thank you for loving me. I hope our journey continues together on my new account:
-raquelle-
I love you all and i'll hopefully see you later.<3
