um hai my name is maddie and i like books, band members, and chocolate poptarts.

So basically I live for four things: bands, one special boy, books, and animals.
MY BELOVED BANDS:
-My Chemical Romance,-Fall Out Boy-Panic! At the Disco-Bring Me The Horizon-Sleeping With Sirens-Pierce the Veil-I See Stars-We Came As Romans-Mayday Parade-Green Day-Black Veil Brides-Of Mice&Men

THAT ONE SPECIAL GUY:
Aaron my adorable dork of a boyfriend (username aceofhearts47. You should follow him. He's not always a dork)

MY BELOVED BOOKS:
The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
Looking for Alaska by John Green
Gray by Pete Wentz
13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher
Any poems by Emily Dickinson
Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan
Every Day by David Levithan
Wonder by R.J. Palacio

I'm mostly a poet, I guess. My poetry is pretty dark and I'm sorry if you don't like that. Somedays I feel distant and like a piece of shit, and that's usually when I write. Just a warning, I cut. Some of my poetry may be triggering and I apologize in advance. I also get triggered very easily, so I understand. I do tag some of my poems with a trigger warning, but if you are sensitive to blood or blades I would not read them.

I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times. That I'm ok, that I'm fine, that this is all just in my mind.

Tumblr: killjoywithadoseofpanic.tumblr.com
Taken <3 9/25/12

Don't say I'm better off dead, 'cause heaven's full and hell won't have me.

Maddie xx