I watched banana fish one mf time and it broke my entire life. Also, there are some amazing bxb books in my "Best bxb books" list!! I highly recommend it. 

Also, if you decide to read a book from my "Soul crushing bxb" list, I give a major tw. Some of them are extremely triggering, so if you have any triggers and want to read any of them I would be happy to respond to DMs about the triggers in the specific book you want to read. Tell me if you would just like an all together "triggering books" type list!!

"Because no matter how we choose to live, we both die in the end."