MySh0t

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sometimes the best day of your life isn’t the one where everything worked out. sometimes it’s the days where you fucked up every single step of the way, and yet you laugh about it later.

MySh0t

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sometimes the best day of your life isn’t the one where everything worked out. sometimes it’s the days where you fucked up every single step of the way, and yet you laugh about it later.

g0d_oF_lAmS_bitcHeS

(▰˘◡˘▰ )-•*¨*•.¸¸☆*･ﾟ~  hi

g0d_oF_lAmS_bitcHeS

@MySh0t hope ur doin well to fren :D
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MySh0t

@g0d_oF_lAmS_bitcHeS ayyy, its fr been so long since we talked, hope youve been doing well. its nice to see youre still active here haha. hope you have a good day or night!!
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MySh0t

tw// suicide
          
          a lookback from my 2019:
          
          .jan.
          spent the first few days of 2019 + my new years in the hospital from a suicide attempt.
          
          .feb.
          began to get into bad habits.
          
          .july.
          trust got deminished, began to lose faith.
          
          .jan-aug.
          cried hopelessly every night, praying for things to get better.
          
          .sept.
          i begin to smile again.
          got into a calmer headspace.
          
          .oct.
          dropped fake friends, made new ones.
          i saw hope.
          
          .nov.
          slowly began to accomplish a positive mindset.
          
          .dec.
          4 month clean streak.
          
          
          
          - things get better.

MySh0t

nobody is gonna see this but bruh i was a strong ass mfer, props to me for leaving a handful of toxic people without the apology i deserved
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girlinmaroon_

omg ur alive woah ( u probably got no clue who i am, well guess what, idek who u are either but hey ur writings gud :/ :))  jesus christ i’m annoying)

girlinmaroon_

gaspp
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MySh0t

@monsieurlafayeet sending so much love<3
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MySh0t

@cyg2sbear its been a while since you put this on my mb but this just,, changed my life. no joke. something on may 11th happened that gave me so much pain i couldnt describe it and i couldnt possibly muster up and way to describe how i was feeling. i decided to log onto wattpad and look through old messages after crying my heart out. 
          (tw: suicide) i was heavily considering it at this time. by a lot. i have been for a while but pain hit me so hard i felt such a need to do it. but seeing this really gave me hope. "maybe there are others. maybe people do care."
          we may not know eachother that well and you may not remember this but i just wanted to say, thank you for giving me enough hope to hold onto to live another day